𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #02 - 𝘽𝙀𝙏𝙒𝙀𝙀𝙉 𝙏𝙒𝙊 𝙅𝙨 ( 𝐽𝑎𝑒ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛, 𝐽𝑜ℎ𝑛𝑛𝑦)

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Yoon Hyejin's POV

"Yes go girl!" Trisha's loud and cheerful voice echoed inside the café as soon as she saw me entering the place. Unbothered by the stares I'm receiving, I walked to our table with a big smile flashed on my lips.

"Trishaaaa!" Excited, we hugged each other and kissed her cheek. "I missed you!" I added and slightly squeezed her before moving away.

"So did I! It's like...uhm? Almost two years?" Yes! It's almost two years since she adviced that I should go and try my luck to be an SM staff.

It honestly feels like yesterday!

If she didn't told me about theat job search, I'm sure i'm still stuck with my mother living in hell or maybe worse, if ever there is.

"That's right...I still haven't thanked you properly for your help."

"Eh? That's nothing! Anyway! It's good to see you looking so well~ You just really need to get away from your mother." Her remarks made me snort. That's kinda right tho.

I don't remember myself not being haggard around my mom back then.

The waiter approached us and took our order. She ordered a slice of blueberry cheesecake and cinnamon coffee while I ordered mango cream cake and vanilla latte.

"So uhm..." She clasped her hands together and placed her chin on it. "I heard you already left SM." Oh yeah that.

I rolled my eyes. She made it sound like I was a trainee or what loool!

"It just happened." I shrugged off. Sikeeee! I was honestly forced because of some problematic fans!

Trisha snapped her long nailed fingers in the air and sent me a look. "You're quiet popular now. I know what's happening. I heard these rumors going around. You're linked with one of them. Did I sip the right tea?" My chest tightened. If only she knew...it's not only one.

I'm hitting with two but of course I am nit proud of it! I'm not bragging that I managed to pull the fine men at the same time. To be honest, I know i'm problematic too or even worser than those fans out there.

I still can't choose and I so hate how bitch I turned myself into.

"I'm closed with them. We're friends." But I'm not sure anymore when they find out the shits i'm doing with their co-members.

I can still imagine how disappointed, mad...or maybe disgusted they would be if the time comes. Haechan will surely not hesistate to drop me off.

"I ain't gonna settle with your short replies. Read me the whole book!" I began to battle with myself hearing her. Should I say my situation or not?

Throwing a loud sigh, I zipped my mouth after seeing the water approaching our table with our orders.

This is going to be a long-ass ride story telling...

"Promise you won't judge me. I need your understanding on this one. I honestly haven't talked about it to anyone else because i'm afraid." Afraid of what might happen.

Her ears perked up and focused her eyes on me with an interesting look showing on her face.

"That smells some good tea but I can't promise I won't judge. It depends on your stupidity. What is it this time?" She raised me a brow.

I leaned closer over the table and fiddled with my fingers. This is it! Finally someone to listen to me but how should I start? Where?

Bringing this up to someone even feels wrong.