"Whoever you choose, you will still end up hurting one of them. Choose. Being in love with two people at the same time is bullshit. Your choice, Johnny or Jaehyun?"
𝐀 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐧𝐧𝐲, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲...
Small cup of hot coffee is placed down on the wooden table with wrapped sandwiches that I bought from the convenient store down my apartment.
The cold breeze blowing out from the windows and my grumbling stomach begging for food awakened me from my sleep and left me with no choice but to head down and hit the closest place where they sell foods.
The skies are painted gray and the gloomy weather is telling me that rain can possibly fall from any moment. I landed my hand on my tummy while munching the strawberries I have separated from the bread. I then watched the small trace of smoke coming out from my drink as I started reminiscing all the events that happened to me recently.
I had a roller coaster ride. The pain is still lingering inside me. Letting my mother go is one of the hardest decision I have ever come across in my entire life but I'm desperate to heal. I want to heal so badly and doing that for my sake is the only way.
There's no way I don't feel bad but it sucks that I still do. Well, she's still my mom after all but I'm not being selfish...am I?
Everything is still fresh specially what happened yesterday. Things were heavy! If it wasn't because of Jaehyun, whoever the almighty knew where could possibly I ended up to. Everything was so depressing but he saved me. The way he stood there against my mom while holding me protectively in his arms, I feel so valued. Never in my life I was treated like that by my mother.
My attention was called when my phone lit up. A notification from the bank had notified me informing that the money transfer has been done successfully.
Well, I guess I really can't fully abandon my mom even after all that happened to us.
Or maybe I just really don't want her off, maybe I just want her to stay away from me. She's no good, never been good.
"I'm sure she received it already." I whispered, reffering to the allowance I sent to her. She can find a place to stay and support her essential needs. It will last for months but I hope she learns how to budget it because I'm not shitting money.
Taking a quick sip on my coffee, my eyes drifted down to the man who's still sleeping heavily on my small bed. His hair is like a bird's nest and despite the lack of space, Jaehyun still looked comfortable.
I chuckled lightly and raised my phone to the air to take a picture of him adorably sleeping. He's basically a big baby, my big baby! But who would have thought that this cuddle bug in front has impregnated me?
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That Jeong Jaehyun of NCT, the perfect looking prince adored by millions of people...who would have thought that he will be a father soon?
After taking a single shot, I decided to approach him. I sat myself on the corner of the bed, hand went straight up to his bare back and leaned my body onto it. "Jaeee." I called while trying to bounce the bed to wake him up.
