𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #02 - 𝘽𝙀𝙏𝙒𝙀𝙀𝙉 𝙏𝙒𝙊 𝙅𝙨 ( 𝐽𝑎𝑒ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛, 𝐽𝑜ℎ𝑛𝑛𝑦)

62

Yoon Hyejin's POV

"They were so perfect."
"I know right? Who would've thought things would turn out like that?"
"Oh God yes! I really thought they were gonna end up together."
"Well, almost."

I looked at my surrounding trying to figure out if they are talking about me. This morning, Jaehyun called me saying that it's okay for me to come to SM again. It was hard to believe. I don't know how did that happen but I was against the idea at first to at least respect Johnny's feelings but I've got the boys telling me to come over too. They reassured me it's fine.

Clearly, I don't really have a clue while but I'm still a bit skeptical knowing Johnny is stull in the process of moving on from the pain we caused him. Me alone, I can't still face him 'cause what I've done to him haunts me however, Jungwoo and Doyoung have been bombarding my inbox. I ended up swallowing my fear and now I'm here.

The moment I stepped inside SM, there's a strong aura that I find really weird. People are looking at me while mumbling something and I'm not assuming. Their stares are meaningful I don't know what exactly those eyes mean but they're making me anxious.

There are a lot of new and unfamiliar faces too.

Ignoring the unwanted attention they're giving, I rushed myself to the elevator to meet them up in the dressing room and as I wait inside, memories during my days as a staff started flashing back in my head. The time when I was given a profile book to get to know them, I was so stressed at first but as days go by, we became friends.

Going here was probably one of the best decision I have ever made. My life began to have colors and thrill when I came across this building and those 23 men. Although I fucked up and ruined a precious brotherhood, I'm still thankful I met such wonderful people like them.

I can never thank them enough.

Sure thing there were times I regretted meeting them because of what happened but they brought me lesson to life. I, later learned that I shouldn't think weakly and run away from it because what happened, happened by choice. I chose it that way so might as well fix it instead of turning my back from it.

I have so much memories in this place. I found friends here and a...lover.

The elevator opened and I quickly moved aside to give the two staffs a space. I smiled at them as we bow to each other.

"You heard it right?"
"Eo. I used to envy them a lot. They were literally going around the company all sweet. It's really unbelievable that Johnny can do that."
"Being an idol and having a good look is not a ticket for being a good man you know?"
"He sucks."

Their conversation caught my attention after hearing a familiar name being mentioned. Okay, I didn't mean to eavesdrop but their whispers are too loud.

Did they just talk lowly on Johnny? He sucks? For what reason? Did something happen to him?

I'm distracted. Not because I moved on from us I don't care anymore. If there is someone in this place that knows him too well, I think I am that person.

Being a good looking idol is not a ticket for being a good man? Oh wow. Where does that shade coming from?

And used to envy them? Are they talking about us?

"I feel bad for her jinjja."
"All thanks to Jaehyun. If he wasn't there, she's probably slumped now."

I bit my lower lip to stop myself from turning around and face them. I can't believe how people can gossip about someone so loudly without feeling ashamed of themselves.