𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #02 - 𝘽𝙀𝙏𝙒𝙀𝙀𝙉 𝙏𝙒𝙊 𝙅𝙨 ( 𝐽𝑎𝑒ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛, 𝐽𝑜ℎ𝑛𝑛𝑦)

21

Third Person's POV

Her eyes were heavily lost staring at the space with her naked body dipped down on the warm bath that Jaehyun had prepared for her as soon as she wake up.

Tears have been wanting to roll down her cheeks but she was trying so hard to stop them. Crying would be a big joke! No matter how bad she felt, it was still her fault! She chose it that way.

They were both sane but they did it anyway.

A train of thoughts won't leave her mind. Once again, she fucked up. She looked like a cheater more than Johnny!

But despite that, there were things that actually pushed her back to her senses.

Alright! Doubtless, she loved Johnny. She knew she loved him wholeheartedly but the words that Jaehyun had spoken last night was stuck inside her.

Jaehyun was right. There would be a lot of things to miss if ever she chooses to settle down with Johnny. Would she still be able to do what she could freely do? Hyejin knew her personal freedom wouldn't be the same as before if ever she decided to do so.

She remembered how Johnny kept talking about living with her in the future. Building a family and get married. She was fine with all that but lately, Jaehyun made her feel like she just said it was okay for her because she thought she only had Johnny.

She thought no one would see and appreciate her other than her current boyfriend.

Hyejin loved him but she now learned that she was playing safe by always agreeing to him when in fact, she wasn't honestly totally prepared for it yet.

She was years younger compare to her boyfriend. With all the past events that happened in her, Hyejin was just starting to have a blast in life.

And another thing she couldn't forgot was when Jaehyun said...shit happens, Johnny did.

Hyejin wasn't denying her shits, she might be considered a cheater now but for her, it wouldn't change the fact that her boyfriend was the first one who messed up.

It didn't matter anymore if it was just a kiss.

She took a deep breathe and closed her eyes while slightly bumping her head on the tub. She got herself in that situation and it was so close driving her insane!

As she calmed down, her chaotic thoughts soon drifted to what happened to them last night.

She hated how she loved it.

Jaehyun surprised her. She didn't know he had that side of him until she got to experience it last night. The moment his soft-colored lips met her immediately weekened her knees. They wobbled and her sanity to refuse him disappeared as soon as she felt his touches.

There was something she have never felt before.

After the warm bath, Hyejin comfortably slid herself in Jaehyun's shirt. Her clothes were still drenched so she had no choice to wear his.

She left the bathroom with her hands lazily drying her hair. "Aren't you too cute there?" Jaehyun entered the room looking at her adorably. She looked cute and hot wearing his shirt!

Ignoring his remarks, she traced Jaehyun's hand. He was holding a glass of milk and a tray of home-cooked foods were laying on the bed called her attention.

"Breakfast in bed doll." And yes, he invented a new nickname for her. Doll, which sounded really kinky! And he was so attentive and sweet for what? He wss freaking her out.

"You cooked these?" She finally asked half amazed and held her lungs as she realized how dry it was.

Jaehyun with his small laughs patted the empty space on the bed, asking for her to come. "I know you're still tired from last night. Eat and have a rest." Goodness gracious! She really needed more rest! The muscles around her inner thighs were aching till now! Her knees were still trembling and weak whemever she tried to walk longer.