"Whoever you choose, you will still end up hurting one of them. Choose. Being in love with two people at the same time is bullshit. Your choice, Johnny or Jaehyun?"
𝐀 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐧𝐧𝐲, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲...
Most of fans only see the bright side as they think of dating an idol but in reality, things are not always rainbows and unicorns. When you're at it, it's harder than you thought.
There were a lot of things she wanted to do with him that they couldn't. Things that were normal but was so hard to do. Hyejin just wanted to go shopping, eat in public places, visit a park or a zoo and maybe walk around freely. Unfortunately, none of those were brought up to Jaehyun knowing that avoiding it all was the best for his career.
No one stays in the same mood with same emotions everyday. Hyejin could not help not to feel sad and a bit... devastated as well. It was kinda tiring that they had to go to expensive and private places.
And things were just keep getting sadder and sadder. As much as she wanted to understand his job as an idol, her feelings were still getting into her.
She missed him...so much but Hyejin stayed silent not wanting to be selfish or annoying demanding for his time.
All lights were turned off in their room. Alone, Hyejin curled herself on bed. The only source of brightness was the small screen of Jaehyun's laptop as it was playing another crime documentary for the third time now. For the nth time, she yawned fighting the persistent heaviness in her eyes.
The past days were on repeat. She would bake and cook and eat them all, sleep, stay for too long in a warm bath, binge watch, name it! She could literally list down all the things she was doing in almost every day.
It was because she had nothing else to do. Both of them were always off. Whenever they try to communicate with each other, it was either he was short of time or he was being called by the staff.
Hyejin groaned as she sat straight on the bed, back touching the head reat. Her eyes soon drifted from the screen down to the untouched plate on her side. Her stomach was looking for an Italian cuisine and as she finished making them, she weirdly lost her appetite leaving the food cold and dry.
Really weird. Her system was fucking her up real good the past days. "Is it because I miss him so much?" A hoarse and sleepy voice whispered and lifelessly moved her hand to force herself to eat what was left on her plate.
As she finished what she was watching, Hyejin got off from bed with the dishes she planned to wash in the kitchen but just as when she was about to head out, her phone lit up.
It must be Jaehyun.
With the thought, excited she was, Hyejin put everything down and jumped on the bed to check her messages...only to be greeted by another name.
Johnny.
Seeing Johnny's name did not help her to feel good. It was bad not because it was Johnny, it was because Hyejin could not wrap her fingers around the fact that Johnny was able to message her but Jaehyun couldn't.
They were both in the group, with almost same schedule.
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