𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #02 - 𝘽𝙀𝙏𝙒𝙀𝙀𝙉 𝙏𝙒𝙊 𝙅𝙨 ( 𝐽𝑎𝑒ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛, 𝐽𝑜ℎ𝑛𝑛𝑦)

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Yoon Hyejin's POV

The journey of becoming a mother is surely challenging and overwhelming. Struggles are inevitable but you will later realize how beautiful the memories will be when you reminisce them. I'm surely gonna treasure it forever.

Okay so another week had gone by really really fast and I began to feel new in my own body. My bump is becoming more evident probably because our babies are getting bigger. The feeling of them getting heavier is giving me real hard time to sleep flat on my back or in any position but I'm okay.

Still, I'm encountering morning sickness but not as often as before. My craving time and the shifting of my mood worsened. My body easily falls tired too.

Yesterday, after 127's half day schedule, Jaehyun accompanied me to our quick monthly check up. As explained, we should expect more from our twins. They're taking all what I'm consuming, the nutrients I take, the energy I have but that's all good. In fact, I'm even more glad of it because they are healthy. I am too!

2:36 in the morning, the dorm is dead silent and the boys are probably in their own respective room sleeping soundly and deep after the tiring day of another this and that schedules.

Compare to them, here I am wide awake with my eyes open widely. My side of the bed keeps shrinking for continuously turning side by side as I argue with myself whether to wake Jaehyun up or just deal with this feeling that has been knocking me out of sleep. Yeah sure that I really can't find a comfortable position to sleep but it's not just like that this time.

My major problem in this super late hour is my craving. My stomach's been growling wild, mouth watering just by thinking of this specific food called garlic butter shrimp.

Darn. I blame myself for watching too much mukbang the past days! They just keep introducing me to foods and makes me wanna try them all and I know for sure my babies won't let me sleep until I have a taste of it.

"Just why are you guys getting hungry so late? You're daddy is tired from work." I mentally talked to them.

Followed with a loud sigh that escaped my mouth, I faced the side table with half of my body hiding under the pillow.

I can cook and do it on my own but I just don't wanna go around the dorm even if the members told me it's fine. This dorm is their private place for themselves. Besides that, I think we don't have the main ingredient in the fridge.

What made me even torn and hesitant is Jaehyun. I really wanna wake him up for a company but I'm trying really hard not to because he had a long day of work. All of them has been very busy and WILL be very busy for the following days or maybe months.

Year-end is one of their on peek promotion, their schedule is extra loaded and that's the main reason why I don't wanna add up. They barely get 5 hours in a day, not even enough but the given short hours are their only rest.

So what do we do babies? What do I do?

Even if I choose to do it alone, I still have to wake him up to at least inform him. I can't just go out without him knowing 'cause he'll probably freak out and will absolutely exposed us all of a sudden. Also, I don't think he will let me if I ever try to ask for his permission. Either way, I will still disturb him from his rest.

Shiver ran down my spine as I felt his hand slipping between my arm and hip, proceeding on hugging me. "Is there a problem?" Jaehyun's sleepy voice coming from behind rang in my ear while his warm breathe is bringing tingles on my neck as he buried his chin onto it.

I was a bit startled.

"Hey... I'm sorry. Did I wake you up?" In apologetic tone, I questioned and held his hand that is currently making its way under my shirt to caress my tummy. I can feel the coldness of his ring against my skin.