𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #02 - 𝘽𝙀𝙏𝙒𝙀𝙀𝙉 𝙏𝙒𝙊 𝙅𝙨 ( 𝐽𝑎𝑒ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛, 𝐽𝑜ℎ𝑛𝑛𝑦)

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Third Person's POV

Wrapped in comfortable pairs of clothes, a thin fabric of sweater and a cotton short, Hyejin lazily enjoyed herself alone in the living room flipping and scanning the pages of 127's latest albums. A spoon was stuck in her mouth and a bowl of sandwich filled with ice cream gently lied in between of her crisscrossed legs.

Perks of having an idol boyfriend, Jaehyun got her their merch all for free. "Oh gosh I miss this boy so bad." A side smirk formed in her lips, the image of the boy she had been missing a lot triggered the excruciating feelings that she buried deep inside to arise again.

Hyejin heaved a deep sigh and poked harshly her spoon on her ice cream to focus more what was on sight. "Will you ever forgive me tho?" Unware, she asked whilst her fingers gently grazing the paper where Lee Haechan's face was printed.

Like predicted, their comeback was successful even though she was seeing a lot of different opinions such as others preferred Lemonade more. But Hyejin could say anything, she was even laughing at the arguments because it was baseless. Their taste, their opinion. Leave it as that.

The girl already congratulated Doyoung and as much as she wanted to do the same to the others, she just simply did not have a face thinking they were all mad and disgusted at her like the maknae.

"My hands are so itchy to text him." Therefore, with such motive, Hyejin still ended up hoping that Haechan knows how proud she felt for him, for them. The youngest just proved his vocals again, the group indeed was one of the powerful vocals in the industry.

She missed them. She missed them making her laugh and giving her company.

Feeling a little bit sad and disappointed, Hyejin closed the photobook and plugged in the television to watch NCT Life in Gapyeong.

She could not feel more happy seeing them having fun together but also worrying because she knew exactly what was happening to them behind the camera.

It was her fault. The poor girl was still convinced that it was all her fault.

Johnny and Jaehyun looked perfectly fine there, they were laughing. They looked exactly the closest brothers like how they used to.

Shrugging off the negative thoughts urging up in her, the brighter side called her attention.

They looked so cute! Yuta was born to be an ace, Taeil and others were bringing the fun, Johnny proved how strong he was whilst she laughed so hard seeing how her boyfriend was so competitive like always.

With such contents, their edits had beeing going around Tiktok mad crazy and she was down for that! She loved the hype they were getting, the edits were like signs that wanted to convince her to be a full time fan-girl. She was well fed and madly drawn by her boyfriend's visual.

Hyejin herself sometimes could not believe she was actually dating one fine man like him.

Emptying her prepared snack and finishing the episode, she walked back to the kitchen to see what you else was there to fill into her stomach. She plan was to be social but obviously got ruined because her babies did not let her. They wanted their mom to just laze around  and eat whatever inside the fridge.

"No strawberries..." The already lethargic giro fell even more into depth of laziness seeing the tupperwares empty. The grapes and berries slid down in her stomach, she had been snacking them the past days.

And it was so weird for her that she randomly felt waves of emotions suddenly woken up to squeeze her chest. She felt heavy and emotionally weak all of a sudden. A pout forming in her lips without her intension and eyes stinging slowly turning into reds. Hyejin could not understand why it felt so upsetting seeing the emptiness in front of her.