𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #02 - 𝘽𝙀𝙏𝙒𝙀𝙀𝙉 𝙏𝙒𝙊 𝙅𝙨 ( 𝐽𝑎𝑒ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛, 𝐽𝑜ℎ𝑛𝑛𝑦)

55

Third Person's POV

"Babe?"

The small space inside the van was enough to cause a tightening feeling in Hyejin's lung and chest. She could feel her temples pulsating and her hands were trembling out of complete annoyance.

It was suffocating and there was a huge amount of agitation raining on her.

She was deceived.

Even more hurt as she took awareness that Johnny had to come that far and use Haechan for his own satisfaction. And what more to it? The maknae agreed. He was helping him.

She was sitting just right beside the door but her hand was too weak..no, her system was too weak to make a move right away.

In the beginning, it was just her emotions fucking her but as she stay longer, the more she felt she was falling sick.

Something in the situation made her anxious and nauseous.

Staying inside for a bit was the best choice she had to calm herself. Shutting her eyes close, she pressed her head hard on the headrest and took a deep breath. Hyejin knew if she insist going out of the van feeling like that, she'd fall flat on the floor.

"Hyejin. My name is Hyejin.. nothing else." Words came out from her mouth in a hard tone. She did not even bother to talk it out loudly because something was moving up in her throat.

Meanwhile, the man beside her wanted to rain her questions about them but they all faded when he saw her. Johnny knew he was missing her but he was not aware that he missed her that much.

Just her precense, equated a whole system shutdown to him.

"Are you doing good?" Of all the question he was desperate to ask, the one he said was none of it. Instead of asking if they could be back to what they used to be, Johnny put his own feelings aside as he noticed how she completely changed.

It was too obvious for him not to worry. She was pale and he knew she had lost a lot of weight. She looked thinner.

Her jawline was more emphasized but she was still a beauty.

He wanted to cup her face so bad. Just like the old times where he freely can.

"Are you really willing to go this far Johnny? You even used Haechan for this?" Oh God her voice.

Johnny felt like sinking on his seat hearing the voice that he always loved, his favorite music. He could not care more if she spoke hateful words, he was more overwhelmed hearing her speak close to him again.

He hated how everything was suddenly associated with 'again'. It was pushing all their memories together back in his head signing him that everything was just really there as their past and memories.

"I asked if you're fine." He repeated, eyes tracing down her whole to see if there was something else that seemed not right to him. "You lost weight. You look pale..your eyes were looking heavy. Are you sure you're okay? Tell me." Johnny tried to reach her but the way her eyes quickly shot to her, he stopped.

Hyejin was telling him not to cross the remaining distance between them.

"Is he treating you right?" His jaw clenched following his still unanswered question. The silence inside the van was too loud and it was beginning to stress him as well.

"Look at you John. Pay attention to yourself more and don't mind me. We're happy now. Stop doing this to yourself..I know we hurt you but you can't just stay like this forever. You need to move on for your own good. I want you to be happy too and for it to happen, you only need you. Help yourself." Hyejin tried to tell him calmly hoping he would listen.