𝗜𝗗𝗢𝗟 𝗟𝗜𝗙𝗘 #02 - 𝘽𝙀𝙏𝙒𝙀𝙀𝙉 𝙏𝙒𝙊 𝙅𝙨 ( 𝐽𝑎𝑒ℎ𝑦𝑢𝑛, 𝐽𝑜ℎ𝑛𝑛𝑦)

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Third Person's POV

The past days felt just the same as Johnny had to go through their break up all by himself. It was harder to bear knowing he was the only one hurting and he had to heal alone because Hyejin was there happy, all fine, way too far from the excruciating pain he had inside him.

The more the day passes by the more he realized that their story ended for real. It came to his senses that Hyejin had to continue the chapters of her life with someone else.

Of course, it felt like shit. Every second felt so miserable for him.

Make yourself busy. Typical thing to do after a break up and that's what he had been trying to do. Whenever he had free time, their memories would always play in his mind. With all that, the only escape he saw was to accept all the schedules coming his way. He had photoshoot here and there, Johnny kept on practicing and practicing, anything that would keep him distracted, he would do it.

He knew he was not the type of guy who would get devastated over a girl and a break up but there he was right now, eating all his words.

Yoon Hyejin was something else for him. So different from all the girls he met. She cared for him, was brave to conquer everything, sweet and smart. The type of woman that no one would ever want to let go if they ever get a hold of her. She was just really one of a kind, something in her that eases him. Her voice, her laughter, her smile and even her touches, they were all a comfort to him. She was his warmth, Hyejin helped him overcome all the hardships he was encountering being an idol.

When he was in a place where his feelings were always getting invalidated, a place where there was almost no rest, a career path that was controversial, it was a tiring life for him but then he found Hyejin, his only rest. The answer to his questions as to why and what he was saving about.

But apparently, things went shitty. Everything was just memories now.

It was not easy to let her go when Johnny already convinced himself that he would never love again after her.

The music stopped inside the dance studio. Yuta nudged at Taeyong as he pointed out Johnny using his lips. All the members were exchanging glances, fighting through their eyes who would approach him.

For the nth time of the day, Johnny was spacing out again. Taeyong as a leader was so close losing his patience but he chose to stay calm and understand him as his friend. They have packed schedules but seeing Johnny looking so disturbed and sad...and not with himself...he could not let them go through with one member feeling that way.

Doyoung's eyes traced over someone. He could only sigh seeing Jaehyun watching Johnny with guilt in his eyes. He was obviously affected and hurting as well but the two were not exchanging words, they barely even look at each other and among all the members, Yuta and Doyoung were the only ones who definitely know what happened.

Or maybe not.

Haechan cleared his throat and stood up, calling the attention of everyone. His hands travelled up to his hair and gently brushed his fingers against it. "Just call me when everyone's cooperating." His voice was laced with coldness and he did not hesitate to leave the room without turning his back.

Doyoung again was scared and worried. Haechan surely knows something. He did not exactly know when it started but their maknae was acting cold the past days, he was silent unlike his usual self. It's also obvious that Haechan was not engaging himself with the two specially with Jaehyun.

"Daebak! I'm having chills right now." Mark awkwardly chirped in showing the goosebumps he had as he felt the gloomy atmosphere lingering inside the room and with the members.