Adorably Silly (ENDED)

Once upon a time...

Hi!!

Now I have read the story between Tin and Can and the story between Tul and Hin (they will be more important in the furtur) and now that I'm trying to keep with the translation i might change some little things about Tul and Hin to make teh story a little bit more similar to Breath (the book that tells their love story)

Tin POV

We went to a coffee shop. We order something to drink. I know that if Cantaloupe is still here, it's because he doesn't really believe those things he heard, yet ... I'm scared.

We sat down, started to have our drinks but no one spoke. I was thinking how best to approach the subject.

After a while.

— Hey Can, do you want to hear a story?

— I am already a grown up; I want to hear the truth

I leaned back in the seat and crossed my arms, it still makes me very angry. Can was still expectant.

"Once upon a time, there was a big house with two children, mom and dad. Dad was never there because he worked a lot and mom never paid attention to the little son. So that boy only had his brother,Tul. So Tul was everything for little Tin. "

It affects me, it continues to affect me a lot, this whole issue ... I still hate my brother.

"The brothers were always together, they played together, Tul took care of TinTin and Tin trusted Tul. But one day, his parents decided to send TinTin away, to another country, to boarding school ... he was just a child."

The reason I keep my arms crossed is because I can move my fingers, or squeeze hard my arm and no one would see it ... It's amazing how after so many years it still affects me so much. Being with Can feels incredible, but this pain that my brother caused me, this wound ... It still doesn't heal.

"Once the boy was away, his brother began to disappear, they saw each other less, they called each other less ... Tin had no friends and Tul was leaving his life ..."

I think about what an idiot I was and would beat myself up. I feel terribly bad, a part of me wants to cry and does not mind doing it in front of Cantaloupe ... But we are in a cafeteria.

"So Tin started meeting with some acquitances from boarding school. One day they sneaked out and went to a party ... But it wasn't just any party: they all used drugs. You know what's most curious? The police made a raid that day ... Those parties were held weekly, but only at that party, at that first party that the stupid kid went to ... The police showed up. And a headline came out in Thailand that said 'Prominent Thai young man on drugs' "

I was silent for a few moments. I looked at Can, he looked sad, but he didn't say anything.

"The police arrested everyone and although they did a drug test and it came back negative ... The boy had to leave the boarding school and return to Thailand. He became the least loved son of the family, in disgrace, his mother called him bad son, his father said he didn't want to see him anymore ... "

I paused a bit, or else my tears would fall.

"Then the boy wanted to turn to his brother, that only person in the world he trusted; but the horrible truth came to light. That night, Tul was so drunk that he confessed the truth: he had convinced his parents to send his little brother away, he had paid the boys at boarding school to befriend his brother, he told the police, he told the newspaper ... End. "

Can was silent, he had a strange expression on his face.

— Why are you looking at me like that?

— Take me to your home!

— So that? —I did not understand anything.

—So I give your brother a beating —I smiled—. It's bullshit! No, it's worse than that ... I don't even know if we could call him human.

It made me very happy to know that Cantaloupe is on my side.

— Do you believe me? — I asked.

— Yes, of course.

That is all I need in this world.I sat forward, leaning my elbows on the table, it was the closest I could get to Can.

—I like you. —I stared at him and he flinched a bit—. That's why I would never let you be a target for my brother. Believe me.

— I do, I believe you. —He answered immediately.

Can POV

I was dying for Tin to clarify the drug issue for me. We went to a coffee shop, bought drinks, and he didn't speak to me. I know it must be difficult, so I wanted to give him time.

— Hey Can, do you want to hear a story?

— I am already a grown up; I want to hear the truth

Tin withdrew back and began to relate the story; it was very sad. I had moments where I wanted to hug him. What is happening to me? I got really sad for him.

When the story ended, he didn't know what to say. But I was very pissed off by his damned brother.

— Why are you looking at me like that? —He asked me.

— Take me to your home!

— So that? 

—So I give your brother a beating —I was so pissed!—. It's bullshit! No, it's worse than that ... I don't even know if we could call him human.

— Do you believe me? — He was looking at me, waiting for an anwer.

— Yes, of course. —He sat closer to me.

—I like you. —Today it feels very strange that he tells me that ... —That's why I would never let you be a target for my brother. Believe me.

- I do, I believe you. —I answered immediately.

Today it was all weir, Tin has really behaved well with me, I liked him, I liked him a lot. But I don't know if I like feeling this way about him.