Adorably Silly (ENDED)

Will you hold me until I fall asleep? (M)

Can's POV

I've never been in a hot tub before so I wanted to try it big. As soon as I regained my strength I dived and it went bad, because I splashed water, when I looked at Tin ... His face was of few friends and it scared me. I stuck my head in and just kept my eyes out, to see if he would take pity on me.

━ Can ... ━Shit ... That was a warning.

I turned my back towards him, at the last moment I turned and faced him. I spread his legs a little and in the small space that was left, I positioned my hands and pushed myself up hard to kiss his cheek. I got it! He had smiled. I immediately put junior in my mouth and started having fun.

━ Cantaloupe ... ━I stopped in surprise━. It is a jacuzzi, we cannot leave our bodily secretions. ━He clarified.

I smiled. I didn't stop looking at him for a second, it would be the last time I could delight myself with my boyfriend who knows in how long ... I wrapped junior back up, but I was sucking him slowly. I love Tin's expressions, it is as if he contains a wild beast. I helped myself with one hand and licked it. I was playing with him. My jerk was gasping and looking at me and I started to feel  pull in champion. So I helped myself with one hand and nimbly sucked my boyfriend to finish his orgasm in my mouth. I'm not very good yet, but I will have time to practice and perfect myself.

I relaxed and began to feel the water massaging my body. Soon Tin also got into the jacuzzi but he looked at me, made an expression that he forgot something and went out. I don't usually see his butt, but today is such a special occasion that I want to take mental photos of him from all sides. When I return to Thailand I will talk to Ley and ask her about the best places to get photos of him, I will need many.

We stayed for a while enjoying the jacuzzi. Face to face, without speaking. It was a mix between preparing for the future and recording in my mind every little gesture of my idiot. The doorbell of the suit rang.

━ Let's go out baby, it's dinner.

He got up very quickly and got out of the hot tub. I put on my pajamas, he did the same and we had pizza and soda. Tomorrow I have to be fresh as a lettuce and I hope nobody sees me cry ... I mean, I hope they don't see my dark circles because I have to get up at five.

━ It seems like a dream ... ━I said incredulously.

It's hitting me that it's really my last hours with Tin.

━ What thing?

━ This ... whatever it's called.

━ What we have to live? It's called a nightmare.

We both fell silent.

━ Can, will you hold me until I fall asleep?

Tin's POV

I was about to get in the hot tub, but I thought the best thing would be to order food. I took my cell phone and had a message from an unknown number that gave me the link to a news item:

From Unknown:
"Rich love: Nam Lasang and Tin Medthanan together, the new owners of Thailand?"

From Unknown:
HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO MY BROTHER? !!!!!! YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE!

I didn't have time to deal with her or anyone else, I wanted to take advantage of every precious second with my Cantaloupe. I still did not want to fall into the sad reality ...

After ordering food and contacting the hotel, I went back to the bathroom and got into the jacuzzi. We were face to face, relaxing. Really difficult moments will come and I believe that this is the exact point of calm before the storm.

When the door rang, it seemed to me that it would be appropriate to get out of the water, not to mention that the food had arrived.

 ━ Let's go out baby, it's dinner.

Anguish and fear had already begun to hit me, and my stomach was closing.

━It seems like a dream ...  ━Said my stupid little boy incredulous.

━ What thing?

━ This ... whatever it's called.

━ What we have to live? It's called a nightmare.

We both fell silent.

━ Can, will you hold me until I fall asleep? ━I asked him.

Cantaloupe just nodded. We put down everything from dinner, brushed our teeth, set the alarm clock, and went to bed. Can waited for me to position myself.

━ Not yet. ━I replied while caressing his face.

Unlike any other time, today he looked like a puppy. Because it was beyond melting under my touch or shuddering ... Today his face followed my hand, as if he didn't want them to separate.

━ Nam will be at the airport, ━I snapped.

Of course it has to be, it would be our first photo that would confirm the romance. Cantaloupe was annoyed, but he didn't say anything, just took a deep breath. I intertwined our hands.

━ Although I cannot call you every day and tell you that I love you to death, that you are the best thing that could have happened to me, that you make me happy ━he smiled and I imitated━ and although I cannot kiss and hug you daily ━I took his hand , the one that was entwined with mine and I kissed it━ You know that I love you, right?

Can nodded and came over to give me a tender kiss. It hurts, right in my chest, it felt like a goodbye kiss. It was tender and sweet ... But it has a something that makes it stay on your lips and won't let you forget its feeling ...

━ I love you baby.

I needed to tell him, even though my voice sounded cracked.

━ And I love you too, Tin, with all my heart. ━He looked at me sadly━. You know that this little heart beats for you. You know, right?

I kissed him on the forehead and settled on his chest. I rested my head on Can's heart and he hugged me. I think the feeling that his heart is still beating is what is keeping me alive at this very moment.

━ Rest Tin, tomorrow will be a ... Unique day.