Adorably Silly (ENDED)

Coward

Tin's POV

I ... Did I really do that? Did I hit Can? ... I'm a monster ... Since my past problems at boarding school, I only drink under the supervision of Mom and Dad or Tul. But I ... Yesterday ... Shit, it still makes me spin. I took my head.

— Tin?

— Where are we?

Can looked at the floor guiltily and went to speak but didn't dare. Then he looked at me and his courage returned.

— What matters is that I brought you to a safe place.

Why don't you tell me where we are? What have you done to get me here? I, I can't be here, I can't be with him.

Can's POV

Tin looked really disoriented.

— I think I'm going to vomit, could you buy me something for this?

A part of me wants to slam my fist against his face, but it's wrong: it's not a man to hit when the other is already on the floor. Tin reached into his pockets.

— And my wallet? —I moved my shoulders because I had no idea.

We didn't touch it when we brought him in but maybe he lost it on the way, when he hit the tree or who knows ...

I left the apartment. Last night I was so worried about the idiot that I don't even know what neighborhood I'm in. I took my cell phone and looked for the nearest pharmacy ... "Nearby" because it was a few blocks away.

When I returned, I couldn't find Tin anywhere. Now what did this jerk do?

I went down to reception and when I asked, they told me that he had left, had ordered a taxi and had left.

For moron:
Where are you? Why did you left? Don't be more of an idiot than usual ... You're not ok, please come back

I went back to the coach's apartment, took a shower, left a note thanking him for everything, and went to practice.

Tin's POV

I waited a reasonable time, like until Can was on the corner and I left. I couldn't be with him ... I can't do this to him, I can't relapse ...

I took a sweatshirt that was there, put it on and went down to reception, there I asked for a taxi. Luckily I had my car keys. I remember the pub I went to, but not where I parked. I started walking and setting the car alarm until I found it. Luckily, I had left the cell phone in the glove compartment.

From BB:
Where are you? Why did you left? Don't be more of an idiot than usual ... You're not ok, please come back

For this reason, I am bad, I need to recover ... find myself again ...

To P:
Where are you? I NEED to see you, it's urgent

I also called him and left him a message.

For Sun:
I NEED you to come find me, without attracting attention. Please ... Get someone to drive my car.

I'm not that stupid: I was in no shape to drive.

A while later, Ice appeared.

From P':
I am in the USA, what happens?

To P':
I'm buying a ticket, I need to see you

I bought a ticket online and stayed in the shower for a long time. How could I be so stupid? I can't be by Can's side, I can't hurt him, I can't relapse ... He has already seen the monster that lived in me appear ... I don't want him to know the worst of me. He doesn't deserve it ... He doesn't deserve ME, he deserves everything.

I took several medicines, took a suitcase and put some clothes on it. I asked Ice to stay with me and take me to the airport.

For BB:
I cant be with you. Not now. Not like this. I dont deserve you. Sorry. I love you.

I took out the chip and gave it to Ice.

 — Keep it well, okay?

I took a deep breath and boarded the plane. I didn't look back, I didn't care about anything. I know I'm immature and selfish ... But if I am not well, I cannot be by Can's side. I can't go back to what I was, I can't hurt him anymore ...

I have to talk to Tul, I have to explain everything to him and tell him that this lie consumed me, but I will not let him extinguish my relationship with Cantaloupe. I can't lose it all, when it took me so long to get it.

Can's POV

I left practice and had no message from my asshole, he probably went to his apartment and he must have vomited and fell asleep on the floor. I never saw him drink alcohol ... I didn't know he could get like this.

I waited a very long time and nothing.

For Coach:
I know it sounds strange but is Tin in your apartment?

From Coach:
No. Did you take my sweatshirt?

For Coach:
Me? No offense, but it would be a blanket for me.

From Coach:
Hahahaha I know, but you would look very cute

It has been hours since Tin left Chao's, he didn't return, he doesn't communicate with me and he took a sweatshirt from the coach. What happens? I called him, but he didn't answer. I was debating whether or not to go to his apartment when a message came through:

From moron:
I can not be with you. Not now. Not like this. I do not deserve you. Sorry. I love you.

Wait. What happen? What does...? What did...?

I jumped up, grabbed some money, and went to his apartment. As soon as I said I was going to Tin's, the receptionist didn't let me pass because he saw Tin leave with a suitcase. My soul returned to my chest. Suitcase? No ... It could ... be right?

For Tul:
Are you in the USA? Tin is going to see you?

I walked from one side to the other without stopping, I was more than a bag of nervous.

— Can? —It was Pete— What are you doing in the lobby?

—I think Tin went to America with Tul.

— Come again? —He was very surprised.

— What you heard.

At that moment I realized that the coach was the only one who knew what happened yesterday. Maybe Tin left a note or something ... I had to go to P'Chao's apartment.

Before arriving, I received a message.

From Tul:
What happened? He said he would come over here. Did you fight?

For Tul:
Yesterday he drank and there were punches in between

From Tul:
Oh I see. He has a bad relationship with alcohol, so he doesn't drink.
I don't know what he did, but I swear that he loves you and you are the most valuable thing he has ... I have never seen him so confused, or dejected or with the desire to fight for something like you ...
My little brother is a true IDIOT and now he is confused in how to act, but he is not confused with his feelings

For Tul:
I'm not confused with my feelings either.