Adorably Silly (ENDED)

Gorgeous and Sexy

Can's POV

I feel like the last time I saw Tin was centuries ago ... And it's just Saturday. It's been less than a week since we got back from Korea. We have sent "good morning" and "good night" and "I love you" every day. But it is not the same as hearing it, or seeing him while forming those words.

I was sitting on the sofa at home, it looked like I was made of jelly. I already knew that I would not be able to see him this weekend. In fact, no weekend, as this is when he must see Nam and it is full of paparazzi.

— Can, are you okay? —It was my mother.

— Yes, ma.

— I see you so ... —she sat next to me and I straightened up— reluctant and I don't like to see you like that.

— I miss him ma, I miss Tin a lot, —I confessed.

She hugged me.

— I know. But if you love each other as much as you say, I'm sure you can get over it.

— I hope that, Thanks.

She gave me a kiss on the forehead and left. I returned to my jelly state. I didn't want to grab my cell phone in case there were already pictures of them together. At that, Ley ran down the stairs and when she saw me she stopped immediately. She looked at me, snorted, and took her cell phone to make a call.

"Hi, it's me. Sorry, my brother is in zombie state and I can't leave him like that."
"Yes ... "
"I don't understand how he could have been with Tin Medthanan looking like a catfish either ..."

She looked at me painfully.

"But I still love him and it hurts to see him like that."

She wasn't looking at me when she said this, but I know she was sincere.

"Don't worry, maybe I can go, but I'll be late."

"Go, Ley." I said, "You don't have to stay for me."

— I'm not staying for you, I'm staying for me. —she say after hanging up.

I was surprised and didn't understand.

— You didn't ask me to stay, I want to stay, because I see you sad and I don't want you to be sad ... —she sighed— and I don't want to feel bad because I go with my friends to see Yaoi and I can't fix my favorite otp.

I got lost in the last part, but it makes me feel a little better knowing that my little sister cares so much about me.

— Do you want to do something? —asked Ley.

— No, I dont know.

It's not her, there's nothing wrong with her wanting to do something good or anything ... She didn't say anything, she just looked at me with pity and sighed.

— It's just that I want to be with Tin. —I explained—. Even if it is sitting at a table without being able to speak to each other.

She continued without speaking.

—I can't stop imagining his beautiful smile and how his eyes turn into piggy banks; but it is the most beautiful and sincere smile in the world. I want that, Lay  —normally I would not tell her these things, but I want someone to listen to me— I want to feel calm even if he doesn't touch me or say anything ... Only his presence calms me, fills me, enlightens me ... I don't expect you that understand.

She had a strange expression, as if she was holding back a laugh.

— It's all so romantic! Surely he will die if you say this kind of thing to him —she already put on his crazy fangirl face— How can you be so cute! You are a very sweet uke, P'Can, now I begin to understand P'Tin a little more. —She clutched her chest in relief—. He's not with you because he finds you attractive.