Adorably Silly (ENDED)

I dont think so?

Can's POV

I got to the coach and knocked. He opened.

— Can?

I hadn't warned him that I was coming or anything. I think the stupid thing is rubbing off on me, I feel like I can't think. As soon as Chao opened the door, I entered. I didn't wait for him to say anything, he was surprised but he didin't complain. I sat on the couch and he sat in a chair, across from me. As he always does, he was silent, he waited for me to speak.

— He left, P' ... Tin left. —Saying that, externalizing it ... It made me feel very bad.

— What do you mean by saying that he left? —He didn't understand.

— To United States! I shouldn't be here. I don't know...

— How did he go to America?

— Sorry P'Chao, I should go.

I started to leave but he took me by the arm.

— I don't know if I should let you go in this state, are you feeling okay?

— Yes. See you tomorrow.

The coach was not very happy, but just as I came, I left.

I have never felt like this. I feel my body, my hands, my arms, my legs, I walk, I know he turned his head ... But I am like an empty package: I cannot feel anything. When I had him in front of me, I felt angry and wanted to hit Tin, now I don't feel anything ...

I woke up out of inertia and reluctance. I went to class and afternoon to practice.

— Can ... —It was P'Type.

He couldn't say anything else because P'No had just arrived.

— Albino monkey, you were already ... —When he saw me, he stopped completely, looked at P' and then at me— What's wrong, Can?

— I don't know, P' No —I looked at both of them.

P'No looked at P'Type and gestured at him, then left.

— Come on, Can.

— But what about practice?

— It doesn't matter. Techno and I are more concerned about you, you are more important than any practice.

For my P it is so easy to make me feel good, why does it cost Tin so much? Is it because he's an idiot?

We walked to the bleachers and sat very high, away from everyone else: no one would listen to us there.

— Can ... —P'Type didn't know how to continue— you are like when you rejected Medthanan ... did you break up? —He asked fearfully.

— I ... I dont think so?

— Why is it a question?

— I don't know P' Don't ask me!

— So, tell me what happened.

— Everything was fine, we celebrated his birthday and it was everything as always ... —I tried to remember how I felt at that moment— I was calm and happy. Tin even said that he would change positions in bed for me.

— That's fine. It must be very difficult for a person like him to hand over power.

— Then I found out that he was marrying Nam. —My voice was sad.

— It is obvious that you felt bad even if you know that it is a lie.

— Is it okay for me to feel sad even though I know it's a lie?