Adorably Silly (ENDED)

I want to hold you

Tin's POV

The match was a disaster.  I left the soccer field and I was watching the departure of the players. I wanted to know if the guys on the team can lift Can's spirits. Hell ... I shouldn't be doing this, I know ... It's just that he's making me lose my temper. And speaking of Cantaloupe, I saw him leave.

He was crestfallen, walking without an apparent direction, it hurt me to see him like that. It was something stronger than me; I followed him stealthily.

Finally, he sat in a place that was not crowded. I approached:

— Cantaloupe?

He turned around, I smirked guiltily.

—Tin ... —Hir tears began to fall.

Act by inertia. I walked over and hugged him. At that moment his crying became uncontrollable. I was scared to be the culprit of this suffering.

— I'm sorry ... —He said while he hiccupped and tried to catch his breath — I'm so sorry.

 —Shhh ... shhh. —I tried to calm him down and hugged him tighter.

I started to run my hand over his face. I was so sorry. I didn't want to see him cry, it broke my heart to see him suffer like this, in that state.

—I always ruin everything, —he said when he was calmer.

— Don't say that, Can.

I did not stop hugging him, I was afraid that he would get out of my arms and lose him again. So I held him by my side with one arm and with my free hand I tried to wipe his tears away.

— The game may be lost ... but you will never lose me. — I told.

I looked him in the eyes and he looked back at me. Can cried again after a few seconds he hugged me and pressed me closer to his body.

—Please don't leave me ... —Cantaloupe begged—. I was stupid, but don't leave me.

I smiled. At this moment happiness intoxicates me. To think that Can embraces me, does not want to separate from me and does not want to lose me ... It is a dream. I took him by the chin to make him look at me.

— I am madly in love with you, silly boy ... I already told you that I need you to breathe.

— Let me be your oxygen, Tin.

I began to look at his lips and lose myself in them ...

We both get closer and kiss. I don't know how to describe the moment. The other kisses with Can were nice but this ... It's ethereal. I feel like there is a greater connection. It is not something merely hormonal, Cantaloupe and I have connected on another level ... I think it is our souls connecting. We parted relatively quickly.

—You taste salty. —I said and smiled.

He got shy and hid his face on my chest. I laughed. I was happy, he was being really happy for the first time in who knows how much. I felt Can wipe away all the residue of his tears. I fully embraced him again. I leaned close to his ear and whispered:

— You always taste good.

Cantaloupe froze. I think I went overboard with my words. An uncomfortable nervousness ran through me. But Can began to move.

— I want you to sleep with me.

— Of course, Can. I won't leave you alone.

— No, Tin ... make me yours.

I opened and closed my eyes in disbelief. I repeated the sounds in my head, but yeah, he was telling me that. I took him by his chin to make him look at me; even though it was dark, his cheeks were red and he had a shopping dog look.