Adorably Silly (ENDED)

The most difficult moment of my life

Can's POV

For a moment I felt mighty Can, but then I realized ... I would have to tell Mom. Panic seized me. I started to shake, I couldn't speak.

━ Baby, what's up?

Tin hugged me tightly and tried to calm me down; he succeeded. Those are the things that I like the most about him, this magical power that he has over me to make me feel good, even if everything is wrong.

━ What happen?

━  Now I'll have to tell mom.

━ Don't you think it's better to tell her now before she finds out by Ley?

━ You are right!

━ Do you want me to accompany you?

━ Just wait for me in the car.

So we did. We were in the car, at the door of my house, but I was not encouraged to get out. I wanted to tell him to go away ... but Mom would find out anyway. It had no way around this.

━ Do you think your mother will take it the wrong way?

━ I don't know.

I didn't want to think about that. I hope she takes it well, but I don't know ...

━ Can! ━I looked at him━ Remember that whatever happens I love you and I will never leave you alone ━he caressed my face and took my chin━ You are not alone and there is nothing wrong with you, okay? ━I just nodded.

I took off my seat belt.

━Can. ━I looked at him and he kissed me━. You're the best. ━He try to smile.

No, he is the best.

I walked home reluctantly and Mom was watching TV like nothing. I know that Ley is not here because we came by car and she should come by public transport, but maybe she had already sent her a message or something.

I stood in the middle of the living room and took a deep breath.

━ Ma.

━ What?

She wasn't looking at me, she was still watching TV. My legs had started to shake.

━ Ma, there is something I must confess to you.

She looked at me worried.

━ Are you okay? What's going on?

I asked Tin to be my boyfriend, I kissed him in front of many people, I would have beaten myself with Tul if necessary ... and I can't tell my mom that I fell in love with a boy, with a boy who is great and it makes me happy ... I'm a mess.

━ Can? Cantaloupe?

I don't know when but I had mom by my side. I just hugged her and started crying.

━ I'm sorry mom, sorry.

She held me tight, kissed my forehead and tried to comfort me.

━ I don't want you to get mad. ━I sobbed━. Nor that you have a hard time because of me.

After a long time like this, we sat on the sofa and I snuggled like I did when I was little. Later, I was able to calm my crying.

━ You know that I love you and that despite everything you are the best mother in the world, you know that, right? ━I looked at her pleadingly.

━ Can what happens? You are scaring me...

━ I ...  ━I took a deep breath. It was the most difficult moment of my life━. I fell in love with a boy.