Adorably Silly (ENDED)

Comunication

Tin's POV

I went for a walk as Tul suggested. I walked, I looked at the ads, the people in their world ... I got to Central Park.

There was a couple, they were a girl and a boy from high school. They were sitting on a bench, they were looking at each other and I could see that particular sparkle in their eyes, they were smiling and kissing. When did we lose that, Can?

— I can't believe they accepted you at my university! —said the girl happy and kissed him again— This is great news!

— I studied a lot for you. —He said, admiring her— I knew it would be difficult, but ... My desire to be with you was greater.

I was already getting sad. I want to be this good with my silly boy. We have both made mistakes, it is my first serious relationship and I am his first relationship. It would be difficult, we knew ... did we really know?

I wandered some more, had lunch, and still felt lost. I know that I love Cantaloupe and that I want to spend my life with him. That he makes me feel happy, he makes me see the good in things, I feel like he's the light in all the darkness and emptiness that I had for life ... But now, everything is so confusing. I still see him as before, but what about him? Why is he with Chao so much? Did he realize that I'm a loser?

I didn't feel like being outside. In the street I saw happy couples. So I went back to the apartment. But what I found took me by surprise ...

Can's POV

Communication. Confidence. So those are the keys to a good relationship ...

— Hey Ai Ae.

Ae looked at me strangely. I was embarrassed to ask him, but I had to.

—You ... And Pete ... —Shit, this is very embarrassing.

— Can? You already have ... What do you want to ask me? —Ae looked very surprised.

— How do you do to be happy in your relationship?

— That? —He didn't understand.

— P'Type says that a good relationship has communication and trust. —I expressed reluctantly.

— P'Type is right. —He snorted—. Do you remember when Tin wanted to win over Pete?

It's true! It was true that Tin wanted to separate them.

—I was very angry that your boyfriend bothered him. —He said without looking at me— But I knew that Pete loved me, I trusted him, I didn't trust Tin.

Does that mean Tin could leave me for someone else?

— Hey, —Ae said to me and took my arm to make me look at him—. I think even if he's an idiot, he loves you and wouldn't leave you for another. —He took a deep breath— Confidence is knowing that even if we are not cute like Pete or Tin, they will not leave us for handsome or taller boys; because they love us.

I remember when P'Type told me that if he were in my situation, it would bother him to see P'Tharn kissing a girl. But he knew that P'Tharn liked boys first and that he loved him and not someone else. So it's normal to feel mad seeing my boyfriend kissing Nam, but I don't have to be jealous, because that's silly. It's like Ae with Pete. He and Tin study together and I know that sometimes they get together to do some work. I always knew that Pete loves Ae and that's why nothing bad would happen ... But I was wrong. I should have thought that Tin loves me and that's why nothing would go wrong. Come on Can! Don't be silly!

I just stood there on the floor feeling stupid. I want to tell Tin to forgive me ... But the asshole doesn't get my messages.

Tin's POV

Tul and Rock were lying on the couch, shirtless. They were kissing very passionately. But they listened to me and stopped. My brother lay down and Hin sat on top of him. Beyond not wanting to process the image of my brother having sex with his boyfriend ... The scars. Rock's back was full of scars. As much as Can and I like rough sex, ropes, etc. ... Those scars weren't any of that.

— Dad. —Tul said suddenly and I was surprised—. I notice that you don't stop looking at my man's back and I don't think it's because you find him attractive ...

— I ... I — I didn't know what to say.

— Do you need advice on sex? —sounded fed up.

— No, thanks. Can and I are doing very well in that department.

— So, they definitely need to communicate.

— Darling, don't be like that. —Rock got up and started to leave— Talk to him, I'm going to take a shower and I'll go back to the office.

I didn't expect them to be so early at the apartment. My brother snorted angrily, clearly they had come to ... Build up a lot of heat.

— I ... —I started— If you want, I'll go.

— It's late. —Tul answered not very happy— Just that it was my turn ... —He was silent.

I didn't want to ask him anything.

— Anyway. —He started— Did you talk to Can?

—Of course not!

He took a deep breath, tried to calm himself. I don't know if it was because he was mad at me or because he was trying to lower his erection; but he was definitely not happy.

— Send him a message and tell him that you are an idiot —he had his eyes closed and his hands on his temple— he already knows, but it is worth telling him. —He took another deep breath and opened his eyes suddenly— I know that only Gornhin can love me ...

It took me completely off guard. He never tells him by his name, I didn't expect him to say something like that and he was quiet so that Rock wouldn't hear him.

— There are no moments where I think that I sacrifice more than him for this relationship —he concluded to my astonishment— Because I know that he is the only one who could love me, the real me. —He looked into my eyes— I know I must give everything for him, because for me, he is really unique, I will not find another who falls in love with me.

It got me thinking.

—Rock knows everything about me, absolutely everything. —He explained calmly— he knows everything I did to you when you were younger. He disagrees, but despite my mistakes, he loves me. —He took a couple of breaths and approached me— Can knows that you hate Chao? Does he know why you hate him? If you don't tell him your deepest secrets ... Anyone loves you —he explained— If, even after telling him your mistakes and fears he stays by your side, then he truly loves you.