Adorably Silly (ENDED)

Tension

Tin POV

I had fallen asleep thinking about Can. This CANNOT BE HAPPENING TO ME. Think, Tin. What happened yesterday? Mom's damn dance. It ruined my brain for like a month. I sovereignly hate to pretend that my family and I get along. Those little hours of sleep that I had regained the other time, they had gone overboard. I mean, it's not that I've slept badly last night... I admit that thinking about Can reassures me, no matter how twisted it sounds. He is... the opposite of me and in some way I would like him... to be a little more cautious, mature, less noisy... I cannot let go by my emotions, I cannot fall for a silly boy. I cannot and should not trust anyone: I learned it years ago.

I left class, had free time and saw that Pete was talking on the phone.

— ... well, then tell Can to reserve a place for me.

What is Pete going to do with Can?

— Are you going somewhere? —I questioned.

— Yes, to the soccer field. See you later.

— I go with you.

Without waiting for an invitation, I went ahead and Pete followed me. We got to the benches and they were crowded, but one of Pete's friends had reserved us a sit. Curiously, Can thought that hiding behind that boy was going to get me not to see him. It was the first time after I kissed him and he acted as if he feared me. But somehow, I know it's not true: Can does not fear me. Once seated; Pete looked at the field and the players while I stared at Can and he would not stop looking at me. But it did not last long, because the silly boy tried to escape and obviously I would not allow it. When he wanted to leave, I interposed my leg to make him slip.

— Silly. —I told him as if it had been awkwardness of him and not my fault.

— You. We need to talk.

He looked angry. It took me by surprise. He pulled me by the arm and led me all the way to the lockers room. There, he released me harshly, like the brute he is.

— You did that on purpose. —I told.

— What?

— Do you understand now? It is annoying when you start to behave aggressively.

— When did I do that?

We did not say a thing, he kept looking at me for an explanation. I just looked at him intensely and for a second I imagined myself pushing him against the lockers and kissing him until his tongue was stunned and he could not say more stupid things. Tin! Do not lose control.

— You punched me, or have you forgotten?

— You called me dirty and stupid. How do you want me to react?

— I always told the truth.

— You're gay, aren't you? that's really disgusting.

It bothered me a little, but something tells me that I could change his mind if he gave me ten minutes and promised not to punch me ... I'm sure I would change his mind.

— So ... being gay is disgusting, huh?

— Yes. — He answered with disdain.

— Yes?

Can was angry at my comment. I saw him breathe and contort his face. I went a few steps towards him, it was inertia, I could not control myself against that tension that was in the air. I brushed his soft lips with the tip of my finger. He looked a little uncomfortable but he did not walk away or hit me.

— That's weird, because then your friends Ai Ae and Ai Pete, are awfully disgusting.

I went a little closer.