Adorably Silly (ENDED)

Cuddling

Tin's POV

I feel destroyed after seeing him and hearing him tell me about that moment. If I'm like this, I can't imagine what he must feel. My anger reached its peak when he said he told Chao to stop and the fucking son of a bitch didn't. It was much worse than I thought. We should have made the complaint. But that implies that he should go through this suffering again and I don't think he wants to. Plus Tul took care of, well, his men.

Can closed his eyes, kept me away. He was still sitting in the chair, his legs bent and he was holding his hair tightly: he was in the middle of an attack. I didn't care about anything. I just held tight to me, it's the only thing I can do.

— Won't you leave me?

Can separated and watched me: I had made it, he was much calmer.

— What are you saying? —I asked indignantly—. Leave you? Can —I took his chin to look at me— You are the bravest person I know. —I caressed his face and smiled— I admire you very much for your willpower: I know you will succeed.

— You say it so sure ...

— I know you will and I will help you. Today you took a great leap, my life.

I caressed his cheek and he closed his eyes: he was allowing himself to be caressed. I walked over and kissed him. He placed his hand on mine, the one that touched his face and we continued kissing. It was nothing sexual. It was just a lot of emotional kisses. It is that I no longer know what to do to make him realize that I love him and that I will die if I don't have him. 

— I love you, Cantaloupe. Some time ago I told you that it was too late to be just friends ... —I smiled— imagine now: you are my other half, my love, the owner of my heart, the light in my darkness, my engine to be better ...  —I took his face in my hands—: you are my life. I no longer know how to live if it is not with you.

I saw it in his eyes, he got emotional. He rested his forehead on mine.

— I love you too, Tin and I can't imagine my life if I don't have you.

We cuddled on the couch for hours, until my stomach roared with hunger.

Tul said to call him because he had something important to talk to me about, but not today, today I don't want to worry or get angry about anything else: today I want to be just with my stupid boy.

Can's POV

When I opened my eyes, his face was very close to mine. We kissed and it was magical. Definitely Tin is the best. He loves me despite everything and doesn't give up on me. He is also very brave to be with someone like me.

We continued for hours on the sofa, hugging each other: we watched a bit of television, I played for a while with my cell phone, he checked his messages ... but always hugged. Tin was hungry, I took the opportunity to eat a little more. Then I bathed and went to bed, my idiot imitated me.

— Do you remember when we arrived and you made a cushions barricade?

He was right, I have come a long way since we arrived to the apartment.

— Love —I looked at him and he observed me— I think I'm ready to go back.

— Sure?

— Yes. —I approached him— after you heal me with many kisses. —I smiled.

He smiled too and I went over to kiss him. Tin took my head and deepened the kiss. I no longer feel any discomfort in whether I initiate the kiss or if he initiates it. We kiss passionately. No, I don't know, I didn't think about it, I just let myself go. I pinned him to the bed and lay on top of him. Our battle over who controlled the kiss continued. Until I slowly pulled away and bit his lower lip as I did so.

— Can ... —he complained.

It's true, we haven't done such things in a long time.

— Take off your t-shirt, please —I said in a bit of haste.

— Excuse me?

— What you heard.

I'm in a rush because now I feel good and my butterflies came back to life ... But I don't know how long it will last.

— Will you give me permission to touch you and kiss you?

 Can, you should not ask my permission to kiss, touch or hug me.

— It bothers you, doesn't it?

— Yes, a little bit. —He took a deep breath—It's you, you're my boyfriend, you're the one I trust the most in the world, I let myself be touched and kissed by you because I have full confidence.

I do trust him, it's just that I'm scared to lose control, at least for the moment. I attacked his lips again and my mischievous hands ran over his skin, squeezing and pressing places that are his weak point.

— Hell Can, you're going to drive me crazy ...

I smiled. I tried kissing his neck and I could and continued to go down to his navel: I felt it, I couldn't get any more than that. But that didn't stop me from climbing back up and taking my time. I left little kisses here and there. I went back to his mouth and I got to suck his tongue. Tin change of position very abruptly and I got scared ... Or rather I began to hyperventilate.

— I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry. —He threw himself next to me.

— No, I'm sorry. —I apologized—, I cut off all the fun.

— I see that when we arrive I will have to watch videos ... Or even worse, ask Tul for advice ...

— What are you thinking about?

— I want an intimate moment with my boyfriend and I want you to trust me.

He sounded serious and he leaned on his elbow to see me.

— I think that if one day I give myself to you, completely ... —he had a hard time reasoning and saying it— I think ... we can have intimacy again and our relationship will be stronger.

I know that while I'm in control I'm fine ... But I don't want him to "sacrifice" either, I know that for him it's extremely difficult and mentally overwhelming.

Tin got up. He came over to kiss me on the forehead.

— Tin? —I asked without understanding.

He pointed to his crotch and went to the bathroom. On the one hand I feel terrible that it should end like this and on the other hand I feel proud that I am the cause of it. My second part made me go after him. I stayed outside, but heard every moan until it ended. It was definitely not a good idea, because champion woke up and I still feel like it's wrong to touch him ... So I'll take a cold shower again.