Adorably Silly (ENDED)

I'll try

Tin's POV

It's been a few days since we did that. I'm still busy with classes, but that's not the worst of it.

Because the wedding is so close, I have to go to rehearsals for things, try cakes that are disgusting, look at flowers and a lot of things that don't interest me! The worst thing is that in addition to study time, they take away time with Can.

The other day, we had both get earlier to the apartment and I was up to date with my studies. We were on the couch, lying down, hugging each other.

I started to play with his hair and was giving him tender kisses on his face, but Can was tense and serious.

— Love, I need to tell you something.

— Tell me.

And I don't know what he was going to tell me because Nam arrived with a thousand bags of things that she had bought and she was talking on her cell phone.

—Tin! Get up! We should take our wedding invitation to my grandparents.

I'm counting weeks, days, hours to minutes for this to end. Can looked a bit disappointed, but after all this time, he's not jealous anymore: he doesn't make scenes for me or anything and that makes me very happy.

Can's POV

I'm a fucking coward! I haven't told him about Mom yet.

It's just that I can't find the moment, when I think everything is fine and I'll be able to tell him, something always happens and he suspects.

The other time, I wanted to experiment again, although I don't think he did, and after a brief talk, I also lost the desire.

— Baby, don't you think that you haven't been home for many days? Your mother must be very worried.

— I already told you I went yesterday! —I answered reluctantly.

I've told Ley to help me lie, that Mom misunderstood everything. I assured her that Tin is not going to marry Nam, well ... That's not true. He will marry her but the marriage will be invalid, because an actor will marry them. I get very anxious thinking about May 25 at night ... We will both be flying to the United States. Yup, I'm in the visa process and it seems like I won't have any problems. Tul wrote a letter and opened a bank account for me with a lot of money ...

After what happened with Tin, I feel more confident about myself. Our relationship is going very well. I also improved in general, since P'No can hug me again, but if he does too suddenly, I still get scared and hyperventilate ... but I'm much better. And sexually, gertting better ...

Tin's POV

Today I wanted to escape, I didn't want to go out with Nam to see some boring wedding thing. It was just near Can's family house and I thought about taking refuge there. I haven't seen his mother or sister for a long time. I barely have time to hang out with Pete ...

I rang the bell and his mother answered me. I smiled and greeted her.

— What are you doing here? —Her expression and voice denoted hostility.

— I came to visit you and Lemon.

— You really have the nerve?

— Excuse me? —I wasn't understanding anything.

— My son left the house for you and you come to say hello?

— No, excuse me, you misunderstand. —This is very bad— Can didin't tell you what happened to him in Japan and why does he go to my house at night?

— Because you pay him to have sex!

WHAT WHAT? This lady is very confused.

— Did Cantaloupe tell you that?

—Of course not! He keeps saying that you will marry him.

—And I'll do it! —I replied decidedly before she finished.

— How strange ... I think I remember that your wedding is on May 25 and it is NOT with my son.

She was pissing me off, why does he say that? What did Can say to her? Did he lie to me?

— If you are not interested in knowing the real problem with your child, you have problems as a mother.

I withdrew. I was very angry with the whole situation.

When I asked Tul for specialists, he had given me a long list. I did a quick research and after the select group, I chose one and called him to make an appointment.

Can's POV

Today was a lazy Sunday. Yes, the finals are coming, but today is my last Sunday off before I start studying. I was in the chair, leaning back, resting my feet on the coffee table (Tin wasn't there, that's why I can do it); playing with my cell phone.

But the door opened and my jerk came in angrily.

— Cantaloupe. —He said seriously and I sat up straight instantly, he doesn't usually call me by my name— What happened to your mother?

That ... He found out.

— In my defense ... —I started— I wanted to tell you but —he glared at me— but something always happened and it got complicated for me.

— Do you understand that your mother thinks that I pay you to have sex?

— If she knew the things that I let myself do for you, for free ... Because I like you.

— It's because you like those things. —He corrected me in all sexy and observed me naughty. But soon he returned to the serious attitude— I cannot allow your mother to think that.

He huffed and sat down on the couch. He was calmer and sounded ... Hurt. He took me by the hand.

— Baby, I want you to be happy and that includes getting along with your mother.

I looked at the floor, I know he's right. And yes it is true that I am better, but ...

— I'm sorry love, I'm not ready to tell mom.

He pressed my hand and made me look at him.

— You have improved, you are already the stupid boy that I fell in love with in various aspects —he said calmly— I think you are strong and mature enough to go to a therapist.

— What if I don't go?

He pulled me tight and hugged me. He rested his face on my shoulder and whispered:

— Don't make me be the bad guy. —He hugged me tighter—. Sex was amazing, but life goes on even if kitty doesn't come back, but you know? Can won't come back if he can't go home because he doesn't want to talk to his mother.

I felt bad that he said it like that.

— I don't have to know what you are talking about with the therapist: No one should know. —He said— I just want you to go and help you.

I took a deep breath, it was very difficult. But I still haven't fully recovered.

— Alright. I'll try.