Adorably Silly (ENDED)

I rejected him

Tin's POV

From Tul:
I already said to bring your things to the new apartment

Is a bastard! I threw my cell phone on the floor. He was still in that filthy apartment he took me to. I could only think of Can, of my silly boy ... I thought of writing him a message but what would I say? Would he read it? Think Tin, think. I can't scare him, I can't let Tul do anything to him ... for now I'll have to do whatever he wants. I recovered my cell phone, which had almost half of the screen broken. It didn't matter, I'd buy a new one tomorrow.

For Tul:
Great, it saves me the time of moving. Should I be secluded or will I have keys?

From Tul:
Don't be stupid. The keys are on the kitchen counter ... seclusion would make you happy 

I smiled, of course, the furthest thing from my happiness is what my brother wants. I went to the counter and took the keys. I left. I needed air, I had many things to process: now I will only live for a month, because my brother rented the apartment in exchange, should I take care of my nephew? That I did not understand much. Today I saw Can, I crossed him, he looked at me and I looked at him ... I don't think I will ever be able to overcome him. His gaze ... is the air I need. Breath deeply.

I returned home, to my family's house, to see if they had taken everything I needed.

From Phu Pha:
Uncle! see you tomorrow morning :D

Already? When is my brother leaving? Do I need to live a month with my nephew?

For Tul:
When you leave?

From Tul:
I'm already at the airport

For Tul:
So tomorrow with Nong Phu ...?

From Tul:
Wadee will take him to the apartment in the morning.  I don't know the time, just in case he sleeps there. 

For Tul:
Okay. All day?

From Tul:
No. Like until mid-afternoon, because mother has a meeting. Wadee will be leaving to France tomorrow, so Phu Pha will stay with you and mother. 

Great... so, I won't be 24/7 with my nephew but I'll be almost everyday with him.

From Tul:
You can take him to the movies, there's a movie he's  dying to watch

For Tul:
Ok. And will he come every day?

From Tul:
And what if he goes every day ???? I thought you love Nong Phu ...

For Tul:
I do. But all this theater ... 

For Phu Pha:
We will go to the movies, do you want?

From Phu Pha:
Yes!!!!! I choose the movie

For Phu Pha:
Of course!

From Phu Pha:
Thanks uncle!

He didn't answer me. He sure does all of this just to annoy me! The good thing is being with my nephew is that I have a good time and I forget about my silly little problem.

While a new place and a new bed are always uncomfortable, I repeated my encounter today, until my mind made an alternate version, in which Can spoke to me and said that he was in love with me.

Can's POV

I was still sitting with P'Type, but I didn't have time to think about anything, because P'No arrived.

—Can! —He said happy. And he sat down with us—. I have great news.

— Really? —I asked reluctantly.

— Yes. You will play in the game tomorrow. —He smiled widely.

I couldn't believe it. Tomorrow's game was very important! We had gotten into a league and if we won it, we would go to the semifinals! I was kind of shocked. P'No and P'Type were patting my shoulders (because I had one on each side).

One of the guys from the starting team had actually been injured and they'd put me on it. I never play for these types of games. That made us drink and party a lot.

— I am very proud of you, little Albino Monkey. —Said P'No and tousled my hair affectionately.

—Well, I think that's enough for today. —That was P'Type—. We don't want any trouble with Kengla. —He looked at P'No and smirked—. And I don't want our rookie here to get drunk the night before the big game. —He smiled at me.

I got home and told everyone that I would play in tomorrow's game. I also sent a message to my friends letting them know. Suddenly Tin came to my mind, I would love for him to be there tomorrow ...

That got me thinking about what P'Type said. Am I happier now or before? before ... That little voice in my head that I don't control, rushed to answer for me. Before I had a boy behind me, he was anywhere, he stole kisses ... even if he said "I'm charging interest", he was handsome, rich, attentive, he let me get in his car, he sacrificed himself and ate street food for me, he kissed me like he needed me to ... breathe.

My heart started beating very fast. I had to press on my chest because I thought it would come out. How did I not realize it before? Tin really appreciates me: he would never have let someone get into his car, but he did; He would never have eaten food of questionable origin, but he did for me; It must also be difficult for him to contain his impulses, but he still does ... he stopped being the Ice Prince, he was sincere, he showed me his most tender and vulnerable side, he begged me for my phone number ... he did things that normally wouldn't have done ... and did it for me. I think he does like me and that he does like being with me.

I can't believe it, why did it take me so long to figure it out? I love that he is with me, I am amused that he fights me, it makes me feel good that they see him walking next to me, I melt with each of his kisses ... I miss him. It felt weird thinking about him, but I liked him. It consumed my time and my thoughts and I didn't even realize it ... But now it's too late. A long time passed and I rejected him ...