Adorably Silly (ENDED)

Stay until I fall asleep

Can's POV

I started to wake up. My head still hurt a lot, champion hurt too. What had happened? ...Shit!

— Baby! Wake up. —Tin was standing next to the bed and was watching me with concern— How do you feel?

— I have a headache. —My mouth was dry.

— I'll bring you something to eat and drink and medicine.

It disappeared like lightning. I tried to stand up but my head was spinning. I went back to bed. I closed my eyes. Flashes came to me: Tin with a face of pain, Tin with a face of disgust, Tin naked ... Crying. But I also remembered Chao ... And Chao doing things to me. Shit ... Tin must have seen it all and was disgusted.

I started to cry, never in my life would it have occurred to me to betray Tin.

I was naked, only in underwear. I stood up and couldn't help feeling like invisible hands in my private areas. What's happening to me? I was looking at champion down there and there was no one and no hand ... But I couldn't get the feeling that they were pawing me ... It was horrible. I put on some clothes and went back to bed, to cover myself.

The door opened.

— I didn't know what you wanted so I brought a variety -... —Tin was completely silent when he saw me.

He put the bags on the ground. And he got very close to me, he sat on the bed and went to caress my face but I didn't let him, I moved my face out of his reach. He was hurt.

—Can ... —He was still sitting on the bed and looked at the floor—. Do you remember what happened? —the pain seeped through his words.

—I remember going out with the coach for a drink —his face contorted— he told me about you —I looked at him— about boarding school parties and ... —I didn't want to tell him about that party.

— I know he told you. —He continues, he wanted to look calm but it didn't come out—. Do you remember anything else after that?

My next memory is of P'Chao doing things to me, but I don't know if there was something else that my brain blocked.

—The coach ... He ... —I looked at him.

I couldn't tell Tin to his face that I had let the coach grope me. My tears came out again. Tin was furious, but he pulled me closer and hugged me.

— It's over, it's over. —His voice sounded broken— I should have arrived earlier, I imagined that he ... —He didn't know what to say— I should have protected you and I couldn't.

He pulled me closer to him and I felt his tears fall down my shoulder. I just let myself be hugged. Part of me felt dirty and wanted to separate from him and the other part wanted to hold on to Tin, as tightly as possible.

— What happen? You are trembling.

I'm shaking? Tin walked away from me and I watched him wipe his tears with his shirt sleeve. I feel like my hands should be the ones to dry his tears, but my hands don't move ... What's wrong with me? I know he wants my well, but my body doesn't want to get close to Tin ...

Tin's POV

I get angry every time I try to caress Can and he walks away ... Will he feel that I abused him?

— Can, you must feed yourself. —I tried to say quiet and began to take things out of the bag.

I sat on the floor, leaning against the nightstand and he sat on the bed but he ate something. I also gave him medicine for the headache.

— Rest well. —I went to caress his face and he closed his eyes, like a puppy afraid of being hit.

He is not in a state to leave the room. I changed my ticket and bought one for him. For now it would be better if he rested. I ordered the food and had to go to my old hotel to talk and bring my things and to the police station.

— Baby, I have to go out for a while, then I'll be back, okay?

To my complete amazement, he took me by the hand.

— Stay until I fall asleep. —He asked me.

I could not refuse. I went to sit on the bed but then remembered that it is not good to be near his body. Still, he didn't let go of my hand. I was sitting on the floor next to him, but my hand was holding his. I feel like we're back from scratch. Like when the first times we held each other by the wrist so that the other would look or so that he would not continue walking ... I smiled like a fool. But if it takes me to win him back, I'll do it, I don't care: I'm willing to go through it all again just to get my boyfriend back.

Last night, when I went up to Can's hotel, there was no problem: it is a small hotel and money opens many doors. But today I went to "my" hotel, I explained that I had an emergency and although they didn't like it very much, I was able to go pick up my things. I sent them to the other hotel (I told them to leave them at reception).

From P:
What happened? I received a message from Chao (I don't even know how he got my cell phone) saying "I'm sorry, but it wasn't me, don't do anything to me"

I was about to write to Tul, but I was almost at the station. Chao had said that he had already made the complain and that he was "innocent."

At the police station I was surprised: not only Chao, but several people had denounced the same place for containing illicit substances in their drinks. So, Chao hadn't done that for real, anyway ... Tempting you? Can was clearly suffering.How can you excite with the suffering of another? He's a bloody monster.

To P:
Chao took Can to a place where they drugged him, can you believe it ??????? Something happened yesterday and several clients came out drinking a rape drug ...

I texted him, took a deep breath, didn't want to break my cell phone.

To P:
The damned bastard abused Can ... And now MY boyfriend is afraid and repulsed and doesn't want me to touch him ... He's ... It's shit, P'. I want to hug him and he won't let me ...

From P:
What? CHAO DID WHAT ??? Relax Nong, you stay with Can and take care of him. I take care of Chao. I swear he will never bother you or him again.