Adorably Silly (ENDED)

Determined

Hi!

Sorry, my allergies have been keeping me away... I hate summer, but is taht time of the year..

Anyway the following chapters will be Can top and Tin bottom, just for you to know

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Can's POV

I got to the apartment and I felt bad. I actually wanted to break something. I wanted to feel nothing more. I am convinced that I disappointed my mother, but it doesn't compare with what she could feel if I told her the truth, if I told her what happened in Japan ... I would destroy her heart and I am not capable of it.

I don't want to drink alcohol, I think that with what happened, the trauma will never go away. I also remember that it is not a good idea, Tin and alcohol is not a good mix and I prefer that there is no alcohol in the apartment. Alcoholic beverages or drinks of doubtful origin ... Never again!

I want to hurt myself for being a bad son, my mom never hit me and if I told her what happened she wouldn't either ... but I feel like I deserve it. The other way I forget everything and feel nothing ... Is when Tin gives me so much pleasure that I lose myself, yes, it may destroy my body, but my mind goes blank. I know it's not going to happen, I can't, not now ... But we could try some of that.

I remembered that he had loved the shirt Pete gave me. I wanted to take a good bath ... But I couldn't. I was paralyzed when I became to champion, I can barely touch it. I hit the wall in frustration. I stayed in the shower for a long time. I need to release all the tension that I feel inside and since I can't use the coach as a punching bag ...

I put on creams and stuff that I rarely wear, dressed in the shirt that I know Tin likes, and had a good time in the bathroom getting ready.

I know that Tin is dying for an intimate moment and he, himself, said that today we would try something ... I'm just helping the whole atmosphere.

Tin's POV

I went to class. I was a little late because I had to go to the pharmacy, to make a special purchase, for me. At the end of my schedule, Nam picked me up and we went to her house. Everyone knows that I have to study, so luckily nothing happened; They gave me a room away from everyone so that I could study. And that's good, because it means that tomorrow I can have more free time for him.

Nam offered to drive me to my apartment, but I don't want her to know about my apartment with Can, plus my car was at college. That was the excuse I used, but the truth is that I decided that I will do it today, so I had to move on to make other special purchases.

I arrived and before I could open the door, it opened on the other side. Can was there, dressed like my birthday, with that shirt that drives me crazy. But he didn't stop there, he took a good time getting his hair done. I couldn't finish admiring him because he took my wrist tightly, pulled me closer, smiled and leaned me against the wall (his free hand closed the door). He started kissing me like there was no tomorrow and groped me at will, his romp included my crotch and I couldn't believe it. He stopped kissing me and his face was millimeters from mine.

— I want you, Tin. I don't want to wait any longer.

I'm a little scared, to tell the truth ... luckily I had already taken care of emptying everything that could be in my colon, but if he is so determined ...

I put my backpack on the ground and took out the bag with lubricants (yes, I bought several and from different brands) also condoms. Can was surprised and raised an eyebrow.

— Did you come prepared?

— I've already been thinking about something like that. —I confessed and threw the bag for him to catch— Will you let me bathe first? —He nodded.

— But let me see how you take off your clothes.

He's definitely weird, determined, but weird.

I took off my tie and stared at me, then slowly unbuttoned my shirt and he licked his lips. I laughed, that's my old Can. I finished with my pants and walked over to him:

— If you want me to be without clothes —I approached to whisper— you'll have to take them off.

Normally I would have done it without problems, but I'm measuring Can's conviction. And to my surprise, my stupid little boy looked me in the eye, put his index finger on my underwear, then placed more fingers until he lowered it and left me stunned. What's going on? I've never gotten this far. Yes to fingering me over my underwear, not taking it off.

I was leaving for the bathroom when he hugged me from behind.

— Promise me that even if it is hard for me, we will not cut the climax, —he hugged me tighter— we will try again.

This was really difficult ...

— And what happens if I can't do it? —I asked with a little fear.

— We stopped everything. If you feel that mentally it is too much, tell me and that's it.

I detached myself from him and went to the bathroom.

Can's POV

As soon as he arrived, I didn't give him time and I kissed him with passion, I was hungry for him, for his kisses and my crazy butterflies and today they were ... I had Tin against the wall, I kissed him with passion and I put my hands inside his shirt, but I felt bold and touched junior. It was not with fear or shyness, I felt very confident.

I was surprised when he took a bag out of his backpack: it was lubricants and condoms. he told me that he was prepared for the moment but he had to take a shower first. 

— But let me see how you take off your clothes.

We were in the living room and he started making that "I know I'm beautiful and you want me" face, shit, yeah! I desired you a lot! And then he took off his tie in his sexy way. I tried not to drool as he took off his shirt and watched me; it was like saying to me "this is all yours baby" yes it is! And he took off his pants ... Because he left everything there. Champion was already beginning to get excited.

He began to approach me.

—If you want me to be without clothes, —he approached to whisper to me—, you'll have to take them off.

I gulped. Maybe if I saw it, it would get complicated, so I preferred to stare into his eyes and let my hands work. It was my day.