Tw/Cw: Mentions of self-harm, bullying, depression, dyslexia and suicidal thoughts and self-hate.
Karl POV:
The alarm wake me up early. 6 am. It was school today.
I had just slept in just a really oversize white t-shirt and boxers.
The scars on my arm have now become crusts. It hurts when I'm move my arm to fast or to much.
I jump in the shower and choose the water steaming hot. I shower fast and put on a towel around my body. It is only one way to hide the scars. To wear a hoodie.
I take the same jeans as yesterday and pull out another hoodie from my closet. A purple one with one green sleeve, one orange and a yellow hood.
I brushed my brush through my hair real quick before leaving the house.
The school was close to my house so I walk to it.
Except the knife, music have always helped me a lot too. Listen to music makes me escape reality for a while.
I put mine EarPods in my ears and open Spotify. I decide to play 'Sweater weather'. That is my favorite song.
While I lip sync with the song I am getting closer to the school and soon I am already there.
My first class is PE so I start walking to the changing room early so I can change clothes alone. Without people look at my scars.
I walk around the corner and I am almost there. But then I see them. The cool boys. The football guys. Technoblade, Dream, George and Wilbur.
They all are really tall and in the football team so they are also really strong too.
Technoblade have pink long hair that normally would look cute, but not on him. He also have two silver rings in his under lips. A smirk appears on his face when he sees me.
Dream is a dirt blonde haired guy with green eyes. He has white shiny fangs and a ear piercing in one ear.
George doesn't actually match the mean guys but the hole school knows he has a crush on Dream so he just follows him. George has dark brown hair and are shorter than the other football guys.
Wilbur is just bored and doesn't have any other friends so he is with them. He also has brown hair and glasses. His British accent clearly reveals his childhood in UK.
One of the reasons why the school is a place I am terrified of is because of these guys. They hate me and tries often to beat me up and spit mean comments to me.
"Isn't it Jacobs? You know he with the k?" Technoblade laugh with the other boys.
He give me a punch in my stomach so I fall down on the ground because of the pain. Dream kick me on my arm and it hurt so much that I lost my breath for a second.
"That hurts right, boy? Let me now see the scars!" Dream spit out and send George down to pull up my sleeve.
"N-no please don't!" I whisper and tears start forming in my eyes.
But George did it. My hole arm revealed the three lines with the scabs.
"You are a depressed little bitch huh? Trying to get attention to cut yourself? You think people cares about you? No idiot! Everybody fucking hate you! YOU DESERVES TO DIE!" Technoblade say cold and scream the last sentence.
George pull one of the scabs of. I have never felt this type of pain before. It is terrible and it feels like I was going to faint. Blood starts sipping from the open hole on my arm.
"No, please. It hurts!" I say and start cry.
"Little baby cry!" Wilbur chuckle and give me an evil smirk.
George pull of the two other scabs and I am trying to push him away from me.
"Let's go we will be late..." Technoblade finally mutter and they walk away from the crying me, sitting on the floor.
I am shaky but I still need to leave the school. Everybody in the hallway looks at me and I am fast pulling down the sleeve again. I start running home with the words Technoblade said to me in my head.
"Everybody fucking hate you" "You deserves to die!"
He was right tho. I deserve to die. Everybody truly hate me.
I stay home the rest of the day with fear of coming back tomorrow. I have to tho.
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