Tw/Cw: Dyslexia, depression, self-hate, mentions of suicide and suicidal thoughts
Karl POV:
Thoughts is running around my head when I eventually wake up. I have a pounding headache and a swollen face. I am laying on a floor.
Where am I? What have happened? Where is Sapnap?
I get up on my feet and try to find Sapnap. I am inside a room with bean bags and couches all over with posters on the wall. In one of the couches Sapnap is sleeping. That means one of my questions are answered.
"Sapnap... Psst... Wake up! Where are we?" I whisper and shake him slightly.
Sapnap grunts and open slowly his eyes. They are foggy and doesn't seem to be 'active'. Why?
Then I remember everything. The first thing I feel is anger.
"Fuck you!" I just yell and slap Sapnap over his face.
A red mark on his skin appear from my hand. He stand up and hold one hand over his cheek. Is he going to do something bad now? Hurt me? Or is he himself now?
"Ouch! What was that for?!" He just say with irritation voice.
Have he also forgot? Right. He was asleep. Drunk they said.
How did he get drunk? Did J trick him? Pour alcohol in his drink so he got drunk at real? Could he really do that?
"We have to go through the night together now to see what is going on!" I say to Sapnap. Not caring about the fact that we are in a strange room and I just slapped him and shouted 'fuck you' at him.
"Can we do that home?! I don't remember anything after we sat in the bar with J. I don't even know why we are in this room!" Sapnap answer confused.
We walk over to the door and twist the knob. The knob doesn't move more than a centimeter. (For all Americans, one centimeter is like a fingernail on the wide side of it. I don't know inches sorry.) We are trapped inside.
Tears start burning in my eyes but I can't tell exactly why. It is a weird situation. We are in a house, we don't know who's. Sapnap is hung over, but he didn't drink alcohol voluntarily. I am crying for all this.
"This shows how weak you are bitch!"
"Hey, it's okay Karl! Come here, tell me fast what's happened and then we can try to get out of here." Sapnap mumble from the couch.
I get up from the floor and walk over to my boyfriend. The couch is pretty comfortable.
I rest my head on Sapnaps chest. He smells slightly like alcohol but mostly it's just his regular 'Sapnap-smell'. It's very comforting.
I tell Sapnap everything I remember and all the questions that are left.
Who's house is this?
Did J put real alcohol in Sapnaps drinks?
What happened after we both lost consciousness?
How do we get out?
Why did they lock us in?
What are they going to do with us?
"I'm so sorry for being so weird and didn't listen to you but I really can't remember anything! It must be J who made me drunk, his drinks was the only ones I drank last night." Sapnap explain calmly.
"It's okay but we have to get out!" I start to get stressed. Technoblade and his friends can show up any second now.
We look around the room for a way out. A window. It's closed and it's looks like it's not built to be open. We'll have to break it.
"We have to break it Sapnap!" I say and start looking for an item to break the window with.
Sapnap help me and finally we find an orange. (I couldn't think of any other things 😭😭) I grab it and run over to the window.
"Be careful Karl..." Sapnap whisper.
I nod and raise my hand with the orange in it. Three. Two. One.
The orange fly in the air for a second before it crash through the glass that splits in a thousand pieces. Most of it follows the orange to the ground on the outside but some of it lands on the floor on the inside. Sapnap and I walk over to the window and look out, down.
"We are two floors up. We won't make it." I say doubtful.
"We will. We can jump together." Sapnap mumble and look me in the eyes.
Adrenaline and a feeling of nervous has been mixed since we woke up. Now, I am just scared. Even if I am so scared that my hole body is shaking I trust Sapnap.
"I hope you die."
The only thing that break my thoughts are the angry steps outside the room. Someone or someone's are coming. The steps gets louder and louder, they are coming closer.
"Sapnap- someone is coming!" I say with a shaky voice.
He turn around but don't have time to answer. The door to the room slam up and two familiar faces show up. A black haired guy with dark eyes and one with pink long hair. Jack Schlatt and Technoblade.
"You thought you could run huh?" Technoblade say and run zigzag around the couches and bean bags to get the fastest way as possible to us.
"Jump Karl. Take my hand and jump!" Sapnap say with eyes filled with fear.
How can I be so afraid of this? I want to die but I don't dare to do it. Things just don't make any sense.
"You idiot. Doesn't dare to do anything."
All the thoughts whisper in my head, Technoblade and Js steps that make sounds, Sapnaps voice trying to persuade me. Everything make me wanna explode so I just do it. I grab Sapnaps hand and jump. We fall. Technoblade and J look out of the window and scream curse words at us.
With a loud thud we land on the ground. My breath disappear for some seconds, my head start ache and my ear start ring. Except that everything is alright.
I look over to Sapnap. He look fine to. We both get up with our hands still tangled to each others. Our eyes meets and soon our lips as well. A short kiss interrupt our 'escape-plan'.
"We got to go." Sapnap say and we let go.
Sapnap run through the lawn and out to the street with me short after. It's already sunset and the environment around us has a beautiful golden look.
We walk home in silence, too tired to talk. When we're home we go to bed immediately after brush our teeth and change clothes.
My thoughts are too tired to argue with me today so directly after jump in to bed I fall asleep with Sapnap around my body.
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Urgh sorry first of all. I didn't enjoy write this chapter for some reason so I wasn't able to finish it so fast.
Anyway, PEDER FREDRICSON FROM SWEDEN CAME ON SECOND PLACE IN OS INDIVIDUAL SHOW JUMPING WITH HORSES!!!! Yeah. I'm Swedish and a big fan of horse riding hehe... I wish him luck for tomorrows team jumping!
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