Tw/Cw: depression, dyslexia, suicide thoughts, mentions of suicide and (almost) suicide.
Sapnap POV:
"KARL!!!!"
I feel the tears burning in my eyes and it's hard too breathe. I run over the small grass area. Karl turn around. He looks beautiful actually, with the wind in his hair and the flawless skin. Even if he's crying, he is the most pretty thing on earth. Dry tears is resting on his chins and his red eyes are glossy from crying.
I stop a few meters in front of Karl. I don't want to scare him or stress him out.
"Karl you don't have to do this!" I cry out and meet his sad eyes.
"If you walk closer I'll jump without warning." He coldly tells me.
"Karl, I can help you out of this! You're not a mistake and I love you SO much!"
He just shake his head.
"No Sapnap. You don't understand. I have too, it's too late too help me." He tells me.
"NO, KARL!! PLEASE STAY!!" I break down on the ground. My legs can't hold me anymore.
"I'm sorry. I love you and I will always do. Forever."
I feel exhausted. I can't speak or move. I just sit there in the wet grass and cry.
"Goodbye Sapnap." Karl say and make one last smile.
He takes a step back and I see him fall. I crawl fast to the cliff and look down. Karls eyes are shut and a small smile is playing on his mouth. His hands are relaxed and slightly open. I reach out my hand to grab him. I feel his wrist and grab it as hard as I can. He open his eyes and look confused.
"No Sapnap, let me go!!!" He say angry and try to kick me off.
"Never!" I scream back and slowly pulls him up. It's very hard but I finally get him up.
While on land I sit up and hug Karl. I cry out in his shirt.
"I love you so so much, please never do that again!" I say.
Karl just sit there, he seems angry. But soon he gives in and hug me back. He starts cry in my shirt too.
"I'm sorry Sapnap..."
We are there for around 20 minutes, just calm each other down. We hear steps, someone is running to us. It's a female with pink/white hair and glasses it looks like she has been crying. In her hand she is holding a letter. I get a feeling that she knows Karl. Me and Karl let go of earth other and study the girl.
"Karl!! Oh god you are alive!" She say and run up too us.
"Hi Niki..." Karl mumble and hugs her.
It is a pretty long hug but that is understandable. I wait for them to finish so I ask who she is.
"You must be Karls boyfriend? Did you save him?" Niki say smiling through the tears, facing me.
"Yes, Sapnap! Who are you then?"
"I'm Niki. Karls friend. We met for a couple of days ago." She tell me.
We all decide too leave and walk together to Nikis house.
"How did you know I was here?" Karl ask Niki.
" I heard someone scream. I guess it was Sapnap, as you see J live literally two minutes away from here. So when I woke up of the scream I say your letter. 1 plus 1 gets 2, so I ended up there." Niki explain.
We nod and an awkward silence fill the space between us three.
"I think I'm gonna leave you two alone and go home. But Karl you are so lucky to have Sapnap in your life!" She say and walk away to a white fancy house.
"I love you. Do you want to be my boyfriend again?" I say when Niki is gone.
He nod and we slowly fall in to a kiss. I put my hands around Karls waist and he puts his on my neck.
Sapnap will never stop loving Karl. Karl will never stop loving Sapnap either.
Never, never, never.
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