Sinners and Saints

Chapter 12

Wakey, wakey, Upper East siders. 

Spring break is done, and I'm starved for the dish. 

Were you sunning in Capri or sinning in Croatia? Give me the deets. 

And has anyone spotted our ex-queen B? 

Where does the dethroned royalty vacation these days?

I spent the entirety of spring break crying, watching movies, and eating a shit ton of ice cream.

 None of my friends, if I can still even call them that, have reached out to me. I wasn't expecting them too but it still sucks when your expectations become a reality. 

I wasn't sure how I was supposed to face them all at school today now that spring break was over. 

There was a knock on my door as dad comes into my room as I'm getting dressed. 

"Have a good day sweetheart. Your friends will come around, just be patient." he encourages me and then places a kiss on my forehead. 

When he returned home from France he walked into me having another crying session and after the fifth time of him pressing me on why I was upset I finally confessed to everything. 

He was very understanding of everything and just reminded me that friends fight but make up eventually. 

"Thank you dad. Love you" I reply. 

Who knows how today will go.

The French revolution had cake. 

The American revolution had tea. 

But looks like the overthrow of Blair Waldorf, Well.. Who said you need a silver spoon to dole out just desserts?

When I got to school I went straight to my locker to grab some books for class. 

After getting my books I made my way back out to the steps in hope of seeing Blair or Serena to apologize once again and try to mend our friendships.

 I spotted Blair but she had yogurt in her hair thanks to Jenny Humphrey. 

Serena leads Blair into school to help her get the yogurt out of her. 

I follow them to the bathroom. 

They both look up as they hear the door open. 

"Hi." I wave awkwardly. 

"Blair. Serena. I just wanted to apologize again about what I did to the both of you. It was wrong and I regret hurting you guys. If.." 

"Save it," Blair cuts me off.

 "I still haven't forgiven you and to be honest I don't know if I ever will. You should go." Serena looks at me as if she wants to say something different but she doesn't.

 "Okay, I understand. Have a good first day back." I say before leaving the bathroom feeling defeated.

During lunch hour I sit byself until Nate decides to take a seat next to me.

 "Nate, you might want to leave. Blair kind of hates me right now and if she sees us together.." I start off.

"Since when have you cared what Blair thinks? Look, London I heard what happened between you, Blair and Serena. I'm sorry that happened since I kinda of played a role in it. I want you to know that despite what Blair thinks or cares about, you are still one of my closest friends." he says, squeezing my hand in a comforting manner.