Hospital Girl (Michael Clifford Fanfiction)

Chapter 15

Rebecca's New Video

        She was sat on her hotel bed with the simple white walls as a back drop in the video. I thought it was bst to have it simple but still cute, and well I thought it was cute and that's all that really matters.

        "Hey Guys so this video is gonna just be me rambling for God knows how long with no editing as I have a lot to explain to you I guess and editing is the last thing on my mind." I shied a little but not a lot as I new there was to be no editing involved in this
        "Well I guess I should start of by saying hello to all of the new people who have joining our little family from the 5SOSFam, it's nice to have you on board. Everyone needs to play nice or I will be forced to put you in a time out." I waved my finger at the camera and giggled a little.
        "So where to start, I guess I should say thank you for having my back at the moment it really makes me smile seeing all the stupid and cute stuff you post and it's nice to see that you have my back no matter what I guess." I smiled at the camera 
        "So I guess I need to give you a run donw of everything that's wrong with me, just so we're on the same page again. And remember I'm no different then I was a few days ago, non of this is new so nothing has really changed, just your knowledge" I smiled at the camera again.
        "OK so I have bipolar which means I have massive mood swings so I go from being really happy and full of energy to being depressed. This can happen at any point so if I ever vanish from here, I'm most likely just in a dow episode and will be back as soon as I fell happy again. I have premature ventricular contractions which basically means that my heart skips a beat a lot, and to be honest once is to many. I have to wear this" I pull my top down slightly so they can see a pad that is connected to the monitor. "as it's measuring how bad it actually is by seeing how many times it skips a beat. I only have to wear it for a few more days before they take to data away to analysis. I have really bad anxiety that would normally be given medication for but my family history with the stuff anin't that great. I now just drink a lot of relaxing herbal teas and avoid coffee at all costs." I stopped to think of more that I could say.
        "Oh and for the media and paps problem that is going on at the moment just enjoy the fact that your getting more pictures of me and knowing how much time I spend with them the rest of the 5SOS lads as well. I wish it would stop but they like a good story and for some reason that's me at the moment, but hey hopefully they'll find something new like they always do." I say with a smile and a little giggle.
        "I think that's all I really need to tell you, I feel like they are the things that effect me the most and are the only things that really matter when it comes to my health, well at least  I think they are knowing me I've missed something. But guys just remember that no one but family knew of all my problems and well to be honest apart from all the media people I still feel that way. You lot are apart of my life now and I promise I'll try and keep you in the loop but if I don't it's just because I don't want to talk about it." 
        "So if you lot want more of these type of videos where I just sit here and talk tell me in the comments or with a thumb up and I will do as I like the idea of not having to spend a smeg tonne of time editing out stuff. Anyway I love you all so much and I wish I could hug you all, see you all next time and remember, things fall apart so other things can fall together." I end the video with a smile and a little wave to the camera before taking it off of my tri pod, plugging it into my laptop and uploading what I had just filmed.