|| SamBucky (WinterFalcon Oneshots) ||

End Of The World

""Hey, Barnes?" Samuel asks, staring blankly at the ceiling. His mind was racing with thoughts about the world ending and he wouldn't know it. He still stuff he wants to do. To see. To feel.

"You okay, Sam?" Bucky asks, the bed dipping beside him. He shrugs, overthinking the things he hasn't done. Things he's regretted.

"What if the world was ending and we didn't know it? Like, i still have many things left unsaid. A million probably." Bucky stares at Sam in concern for a moment. Never has Sam spoken so... Detached. Too lost in his own world to notice the reality he is in. "I regret stuff I've done, and, O don't even know why I'm worrying about the end of the world, I think I'm just afraid of how I'll go, whether I'll be lonely not. Whether it would be slow and painful, like the sun burning out the world freezes over or if it a nuclear doomsday." Sam explains, resting his head tiredly on Bucky's shoulder.

"You're a good pillow–"

"Sam."

"Mhm?"

"If the world was ending right now, you wouldn't be alone. I'll be with you."

Sam sighs. "But imagine all the little children and just the people in general, how the world's gonna go fucking skitz. I also can't help imagine Sarah and the boys, being alone-"

"Right, enough of this end of the world bullshit, Sam. The world is not gonna end, yet. Not right now. So try and stop thinking."

"Easier said than done." Sam scoffs, rubbing his eyes tiredly when Bucky brings him in closer.

"And if it was, I'll be here with you."

Anyways, I made this because ever since I first seen Fallout Shelter, (I was like what, 10-9) I'd seen this really disturbing scene where it was two skeletons, and it was a mother holding their child close, and I have like ADHD and Anxiety, so this did shit to me, and like now, when I stay up too late or the room is too dark, this thought comes out and I'll just stay up for hours, overthinking everything I've done and have yet to do. Wondering if mum's ever gonna hear the words I wanna say to her.

Anyways, this was more like a rant so goodnight and I'll work on the flower chapter tomorrow.