" Pres. Street foods tayo after?" Tanong nila saakin. Hinahayaan lang kami ni Ma'am basta hindi lang daw masyadong maingay.
" Street food? hindi ako kumakain ng kalsada eh. Sorry." My classmates laughed at my reply and I chuckled.
" Pres diba single kayo?" Tanong ng kaklase kong lalaki.
" Bakit?" I asked.
" 'Yong pinsan ko sa Educ gusto ka ligawan. Gustong-gusto ka niya Pres. " He said.
" Sabihin mo hindi na ako single may asawa't anak na akong inuuwian. Secret lang dapat ito pero wala eh..nasabi ko na. " sabi ko na para bang pasan ko ang mundo.
Instead na magulat sila ay natawa nalang sila because they knew that I was just kidding.
" Pero pres bigyan mo lang siya ng chance para ligawan ka. " He insisted.
" Wag na. Liligawan ka tapos sasaktan ka lang at iiwan. " I said and shrugged.
" Bitter niyo naman Pres. May tiwala naman ako sa pinsan ko na hindi niya gagawin 'yon sayo dahil gustong-gusto ka niya. "
I chuckled.
" Ikakagalit ba ng trust kong wala akong tiwala sakanya?" They all laughed again. Masyado talaga nila akong happy pill.
" Ayaw niyo ba talaga Pres?" another girl asked me.
" Ayoko. Paano pala kung hindi na niya ako gusto? diba mauuwi din naman sa hiwalayan? nakakatamad kumilala ulit nang panibagong tao tapos iiwan ka din naman. "I said deeply.
I'm afraid of commitment. No let me rephrase it. I am afraid of being left and being hurt.
" Pres pangarap kong maging boyfriend si Jarold. Yung pumunta dito. Kaso mukhang malabo eh." her classmate said. I think her name is Aivy.
" Binibini. Wag ka doon sa lalaking pangarap mo, dun ka sa lalaking pangarap ka. " Then I smile. A bright smile. Deep inside those fears inside me, there's part of me wanting to feel that love they called, the excitement, butterflies, the care, the kilig.
" Swerte nang mamahalin niyo Pres. " Aivy said that made me smile. Now, that I'm slowly discovering myself could feel love, Ang swerte nga kung sinong mamahalin ko.
" Oo naman. kaya sa isang tao dyan na balak akong ichat abah. Magandang balak yan." then I smirk.
She rolled her eyes secretly when I looked at her side and wink. Buti nalang walang nakakita.
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" So how are you?"
Napaisip naman ako.
" I'm doing great this past days. " I reply to my doctor. Naisipan kung bimisita ngayon.
She smiled. " That's good to hear. How's your sleep? Still having nightmares?" She asked.
Napailing naman ako. " Hindi narin naman doc. Minsan nagigising lang ako bigla parang hindi ako makahinga or minsan I have some blurred vision of my nightmares" I said and she nodded her head.
" Tell me what did you do these past few weeks?"
" Nothing to much. Just schools stuffs and minsan pumupunta kami ng bar with my best friend. " I reply.
" Okay, that's good. " She smiled.
" Doc " tawag ko sakanya.
" Yes?"
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