This Is Me Trying (JENSOO)

CHAPTER 11

JISOO'S POV

I heard someone is waking me up.

"Jisoo wake up," Lisa said entering the room.

"Chu!" Lisa shouted jumping on the bed

I groaned hiding my head with a pillow.

"Leave me alone Lis" I mumbled

"No.  Get up.  Come on.  Dinner's ready,  Seulgi cooked for us" Lisa said getting off the bed pulling my arms to get up.

"Okay okay. Get off my arms.  I will get up now" I said in annoyance, I'm still sleepy but I know I need to get up. 

I still have some explanations to do. 

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We are at the dining table. We just had our dinner.

"Wow Seul.  I didn't know that you cook well" Lisa said while rubbing her tummy.

"I know right.  Thank you" Seulgi with a sly smirked

"How are you Chu?" Seulgi added looking at me.

"I guess I'm better now.  But I think I look like a mess right now,  right?"

"Yes," Lisa said

"No," Seulgi said

They said it in unison

I glared at them

Lisa just grinned at me while Seulgi just shook her head. 

'Why is Lisa so hype right now' I asked in my mind

"Sorry I didn't say anything earlier when I entered your car Seul. I just can't stop myself from crying after what happened I just thought I needed to let it out" I said looking at them.  They are seating in front of me. 

Now thinking about what happened, it makes me sad but I feel lighter now.  I feel relieved  

"It's okay Jisoo.  We understand. Just don't forget we are here for you" Seulgi said

Lisa nodded agreeing with what Seulgi just said to me.

"I cried earlier because I saw into his eyes that he was hurt because I broke up with him.  I broke his heart.  He almost cried but I know he just stopping himself from crying in front of me.  And thankfully he didn't cry because I can't take it and I don't want to cry in front of him too.  I just don't want to" I said calmly.  I don't feel like crying anymore

"I still loved him in some way, you know. And we still have some good memories with each other.  That's why it hurts me too.  I really feel sorry for him" I added and sighed.

"But I feel better now.  I know he will be alright.  I did the right thing, right?" I asked while looking at them

"Of course Chu.  Don't worry everything will be alright"

"He will move on and you will need to move on too, Jisoo.  Be truly happy"

They sincerely smiled at me. 

"Thank you so much, girls. I hate to say this but you're the best"

They just smirked at me.

They are so annoying sometimes but I'm so thankful that they became my best friends.

"By the way,  what time we will go home Lis?"

"Oh, we will have a sleepover here chu!" Lisa said excitedly

"What?!  I didn't tell my mom and we have a class tomorrow Lisa" I said furrowing my eyebrows

"Relax Chu.  I already called your mom and she agreed.  And we only have 1 class tomorrow so we will skip it."