Virgin Mary

9/Help me study?

Josephine

It's now friday, tuesday was my 'date' with Jack and wednesday Kat left, I was a crying mess before school that morning. It hurt terribly when she was leaving because she is my sister and my best friend all in one. Though, she promised we wouldn't fade out like we did and we have to call and text as much as we can which I 100% agreed on. She's the only person I can talk to about everything messed up and wrong about the family and her to understand. I would tell Mercy but I don't really want her knowing everything about my so called 'perfect' family. I don't need her worrying about me. I'll be just fine.

Things are still weird with my parents, my dad has not been home in two days and my mother told me to suck it up when I was crying when Kat left, gosh would I love to be in Katherine's position right now, being able to leave and live her life. No, I get scolded for being upset about my sister leaving and get called multiple names for being upset about her leaving, it doesn't make sense, it really doesn't.

I'm going over Mercy's today and sleeping over and staying all day tomorrow. My dad is supposedly coming back home today while I'm at school and him and my mother are going out of town with their friends so she's making me stay at Mercy's, she even texted Jean, like Jean cares.

Along with more drama, Hero hasn't spoken to me since our little...I don't even know what to call it but whatever happened in the science lab. He won't even look at me, like not even acknowledge my presence, well from what I've seen because when I don't notice he definitely isn't going to just think about me or look at me. Of course he probably was mad and in the mood so he just started doing whatever  for fun but it was something big for me. How can you just do that and not even say anything about it the next day? Or days after? He's a dick and I care way too much.

I'm walking out of the school at the end of the day to wait for Mercy wearing just a black jean skirt and a white long sleeve top, which the top is Mercy's, yes. It's really fitted and practically like against my skin and it does show off my boobs perfectly...not that I thought about that...

She showed me it the other day and brought it to school and said to wear it if I wanted to on friday because apparently Hero is having Jack and like three more guy friends over to stay over and hangout today, as of what I'm doing. Jack, on the other hand has talked to me since our little 'date', by just saying hey or how are you in the hallways or complimenting my hair or saying I look nice. It makes me feel some sort of way which I can't explain. Though, we haven't talked today.

"Heyyyy, Hottiee." Mercy says pushing her straight hair behind her ear and adjusting her jeans. Mercy's style is very different from mine, which that is just a proven fact. She's wearing dark washed jeans with rips in them and a red long sleeve top like mine but it goes slightly up her neck. I swat her arm, "Hey to you too."

We walk over to her car, "Your hair looks like it's gotten longer and your blonde looks lighter." she says as we get into her car. "Really? I never noticed, I didn't do anything to it." I shrug.

"Well it looks good, and my shirt looks great on you."

"You said that 1000 times today, Merc." I laugh and she laughs, "Because it's true." I just huff as we make our way to her house.

As we walk upstairs I go to the right to where her room is put my bag in there and take off my white converse leaving my black socks on. I fix up my hair in the mirror and then to the left I notice Hero's room is awfully quiet and him and his friends weren't downstairs. Until Mercy points her finger straight down to the end of the hall to a door. "What room is that?" I ask.

"The hangout room, there's a huge tv in there, a big L couch with a little tiny bar in there, but there's no alcohol of course, it's just there." I breath, "Oh." I nod as I hear someone screaming "YEAHHH!" in the room. They are definitely playing the game. "So, who is all there?" I ask.