Virgin Mary

43/Wednesday, Thursday...

Josephine

I wake up to a pounding in my head and a ringing to my phone. I yawn and stretch and I'm in Hero's bed. I forgot I fell asleep here last night, after I smoked weed with Tyrell. Never again.

I answer the phone call, not even looking who it is.

"Jo actually what the hell." I hear Mercy's voice through the phone and I sit up quickly. Hero is sleeping next to me.

Shit.

"Mercy, sorry I slept in." I say.

"It's 11 am and it's pouring rain outside. You aren't walking, do you need me to get you?" she asks.

"J-" Hero begins and I slap my hand onto his mouth. "Jo?" she questions and Hero's eyes are wide at me.

"I'm okay, I may not go today I don't feel well." I say and she sighs into the phone.

"I thought you were going to come to my house yesterday? You can stay with me it's fine." she says.

"I just feel bad." I say.

"Don't. Let me know if you're coming today, okay?" she says.

"Okay." I say and end the phone call. The random unknown messages are coming again. With werid things of my name, saying I miss and need you. I don't need someone messing around with me, so blocked.

"You okay?" he asks and I get out of the bed.
"Yea, I'm fine I just need to get out of here." I say and he groans as I begin putting my shoes on.

"Jo? You don't need to leave-" he begins.

"I told you this was done, I came here for me and not for you but somehow I always end up in your bed." I say and begin tying my shoes. "You decided to fucking smoke weed for your first time on a monday night? With someone you don't even know!" he yells jumping out of his bed.

"What does it matter to you!?" I yell at him and he walks around his room and then looks at me.

"Because I fucking care about you god! Why else do you think Jo?" he questions.

"You don't need to care about me anymore." I say standing up. He shakes his head. "Don't say that, you're mine and I'm yours. Simple as that." he says.

"Clearly you're for a bunch of other girls when your mad so, no your not mine and I'm not yours."

"It was one time."

"It happened before we even started I don't know dating? Whatever the hell you call that stressful situation we had going on." I say and he laughs running his hand through his hair. "I do everything for you." he says.

"No stop-" I begin.

"I told you to stay here, you have no where else to go!" he yells.

"I'm going to stay with Mercy!" I yell. "Besides, If I stay here, you're going to tell me to leave when you get mad and god I am not doing that ever again." I say about to open his bedroom door and he grabs my waist. "Come on, stop." he says trying to pull me back into his room and I'm holding onto the sides of the door. "Hero!" I yell and he pulls off me and slams his fist into his dresser.

"Fuck!" he yells.

I shake my head, staring at him holding his fist biting his lip in pain.

"Fuck you, leave." he says and I look at him.

"Leave!" he yells. "Oh, so now you want me to leave?" I say.

"Say one more thing Jo, do it." he says and I don't do anything but stand there looking at him. "Come on, say one more thing I'm ripping this fucking door off the hinges." he says and I turn around and begin going downstairs.