Virgin Mary

29/Freezing.

Josephine

"You think I'd ever fucking physically hurt you?!" he yells chasing after me as I'm running down the stairs crossing my arms holding myself.

"Don't walk away from me!" he yells and grabs my arm once he reaches me at the end of the stairs.

"I don't know what time it is, and it doesn't matter what time it is, I need to go home." I say.

"I'll ride you."

"No I'm not getting into a car with you! Just go to the frat house and leave me the hell alone." I say and pull out of his grip and reach the door and open it and bust out and begin running, and dammit he begins chasing after me! "Josephine! It's fucking freezing!" he yells as he has no shoes on and his sweatpants and hoodie chasing me down the street. I look at my phone real quick and it's about seven-thirty.

"Got ya." he yells grabbing my waist from behind me and I try to push him off and kick at him. "Get!" I yell and he laughs. "No way in hell am I letting you walk home in this weather, you're crazy." he says and I just stop fighting and relax and he lets me go. "Will you follow me back or will I need to hold your hand?" he says and I cross my arms again and we begin walking down the sidewalk back to his house.

After a silent 4 minute slow walk we get inside and he goes to the kitchen and I follow him and he begins making himself a glass of hot chocolate. "Want one?" he says and I sigh leaning against the island watching him begin to make his hot chocolate. "Are you going to take me home?"

"Not until we talk and I'm fucking freezing from chasing your crazy ass down the street." he says and I scoff.

"Me? Crazy-" I begin and he places his hand out to stop me. "One problem at a time, please."

"Asshole." I say and sit at the island.

"What? Your psycho for running out there, you were acting like I was kidnapping you." he says coming and leaning across from me drinking his hot chocolate.

I shake my head, "So you wanted to talk? You talk because you are the problem here." I say and fold my hands on the island and he laughs and nods.

"Yes, let's talk like a real couple and figure this out. Communicating."

"W-What?" I say and he looks confused taking a sip of his drink.

"What?" he says.

"Couple?"

"That's what I meant at the cabin.." he says leaning against the counter.

"Boyfriends don't text other girls." I shrug.

"Girlfriends don't text their ex." he widens his eyes at me.

"Just tell me whatever lie that happened with Ally then you can take me home." I say and lean on my hand.

"I'm sick and fucking tired of you thinking I'm lying all the time! You have severe trust issues." he says taking a sip of his drink.

"You give me every reason to always think your lying all the time." I say and he sighs. "Do you not? Are you going to deny it?" I add.

"That's because I'm just a fucked up person."

"I know that but don't take it out on me and please stop hitting and throwing things so much it's not healthy!" I say and he sighs rubbing his temples.

I know he has severe anger issues and just issues in general and I feel for him and I understand but he can fix himself, I do care about him and I care about him more than I should but I think he can truly turn this around for himself, and I will try my best to help but I don't know if I really can.