Virgin Mary

42/Weed

Josephine

I stayed at Katherine's dorm the entire weekend, It wasn't bad at all. We had our sister talks and we did argue a few times, like normal. We ate a bunch of chocolate saturday night after we went to a party and we got drunk as hell. We let out a few tears, lots of laughs and a whole lot of yawns.

Sunday came and I knew I had to go, I couldn't stay up here longer even though that's clearly what I wanted to do. I didn't want to go back to school, I thought we were off monday but we weren't. This thanksgiving break started off horrible but ended decent, I guess.

It's now Monday morning, Kat is driving me to a motel she bought for me for the day. I am gonna shower and get ready for school in there, It's about 10 minutes away from school but I'm also going to walk to school so who knows how long that is going to take.

All of my other stuff is in Kat's dorm under her bed, my books, old clothes, some jackets, my blankets except I brought one with me and practically whatever I had. I brought two backpacks, my actual school one and another with clothes, curler, some small makeup and my cheer stuff. Cheer is starting back up again and I'm excited. I feel like I haven't been at school in so long, I wasn't there at all last week but I don't want to see anyone. I haven't talked to Mercy, she hasn't reached out but neither have I.

I haven't talked to Jack all weekend, I haven't talked to Hero either. I had also got about 20 calls and texts from Alex apologizing saying he was extremely drunk and felt horrible. Another thing I don't want to deal with.

I applied to be a waitress at some restaurant around the block. I have a interview after cheer and plus It's a really good bar and grill and I need a job as soon as possible. I know I can't just pull a crazy amount of money out of my pocket but if I want to get out of here, I really need to do something about it.

I talked on the phone with my Aunt Khloe and she apologized and they called the cops on her friends, turns out they were doing some kind of drug lab in their basement and they just completely admitted to it thinking that's what they got caught for. Now, their both in jail or getting charged, I really don't know what's going on nor do I care about those horrible people.

My aunt said she wants me to come up this weekend and I said of course, she's the only person I have right now besides Katherine.

Nothing from Hero, I haven't thought about him much because I have so much going on myself, but I really just want to be in his arms and have him telling me everything's okay but that's actually impossible knowing he'd start an argument with me instead.

I just got out of the shower and I'm blowdrying my hair. I changed into plain blue skinny jeans and white converse. A white lace bra and the crème sweater I bought. Once my hair is dry I curl it and then I do some powder on my face and light mascara.

I grab both my backpacks and begin the walk to school.

Once I get onto the school grounds I feel kind of awkward, scared even? So much has happened last week and I wasn't at school last weekend, or this week. I see Mercy and she's walking into the school and I call her name. She ignores me.

I run towards the doors and yell her name down the hall. "Mercy?" I say and then I run up to her and grab her shoulder. "Merc-" I begin and she snaps around. "What Jo?" she snaps.

"I just wanted to ask where you were going." I say. "We usually meet by the doors everyday and today you just walked inside." I say pointing behind me.

"Yeah." she says.

"Yeah?" I question. She definitely knows something.

"You weren't going to tell me you got kicked out? You don't tell me anything! You don't even talk to me! You've been going to the frat house who knows what god damn reason Jo! You're supposed to be my best friend but now it seems we're just school friends!" she yells and I look around as someone just passed us with wide eyes.