What if two people fall in love when they both know eachother since childhood. what if some drama or emotions add...if they mean to be one or fate doing this...?
It's Malec fanfic
word count around 1,06,000
"Magnus" Alec called he can't dare to look into hazel eyes. "if you finished saying, can I talk" he asked, Magnus nodded.
"That is not what I mean Magnus but it sounded like that and iam sorry. You and me doesn't have good relationship before and everybody knows that. I don't want anyone judge my love or give me advice or try to change my mind. I thought we can happily live in this love for some period of time then we can...I can tell everyone without arguing with them"
He smiled at his love and continued "I never kissed anyone before, you are first and you are going to be last. My first and last forever love" he saw Magnus lips twisting and smile spreading on face.
"what I asked you is totally wrong and I agree but believe me Magnus I love you" he listened Magnus saying I love you too, he took deep breath
"but don't talk to me like that again. there is three things in my life I want do like every day, learn new things, chat with my siblings, help my mom. don't stop me doing these things. except these iam all yours, I will do anything for you and I will let you do anything with me even it hurts me"
"Alec I never hurt you, not even in dreams" Magnus said.
"I know, I know...." he smiled and continued "when I said I love you to you, from next minute my soul is belongs to you, my soul, heart,my body and even my brain. now I can only can imagine myself with you. Do you want me to write in some paper or agreement like I never leave you or iam yours just give to me I sign it but don't think my love is just fling. I love you Magnus and I really really care this relationship and I I..."
"iam so scared to be apart from you, right now all I want is to be with you without anyone objection who I care most and I never meant to those words, so please don't hurt me, don't hurt yourself. I need you, I need you so so much" he bursts into cry "please.....ple please"
Magnus try to calm Alec so much but he is also crying, it's like all emotions are came out. for minutes they both silently stare into eachother laying on bed. In the end they both realised they both have insecurities and scared to loose eachother.
they promised eachother if anything bother they will talk right there without delaying it.
"Magnus can you...can you...." he hesitated to ask.
"what is it Alexander" he asked putting phone at headboard it's been almost more than two hours they started to talk, his hand hurting by holding phone.
Alec already put it aside with pillows support and layed on his stomach. "can you give me kiss" he muffled.
Magnus laughed watching Alec blush "I can't hear you Alec, come closer to phone, show me your face and say it".
Alec shook his head hiding his face in pillow "nah..."
he don't know why he asked, he wanted other version of Magnus who talk to him intensely. more like romantically, he thought if he starts Magnus gonna eventually talk playfully.
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