You and me -always find a way back to eachother

good byes

His body soaked with sweat and tears started to drop and he was stuck in his own body, he didn't know how to escape and he wanted to scream, but the voice didn't come outside.

His eyes snapped open and sat up quickly. He looked aside and saw Magnus, sleeping peacefully.

He was glad that he didn't wake up his boyfriend by his screams, it will make Magnus more worried.

He realised this was the first time he woke up in the middle of a nightmare without anyone's help. no one pulled him out.

He was scared, he couldn't believe what he was afraid of. But he pulled himself out by a voice he remained, Magnus' voice. telling him to think about his face and the brown eyes which filled with love.

He was so scared of something. He wiped his tears and laid down wrapping his arms around Magnus and hugged him so tight.

Magnus pleasant heartbeat, calming Alec heartbeat, his grip getting tight and tight. He rubbed his face on Magnus' t-shirt, escaping from moon light coming from the window.

Magnus moved in sleep "what is it" he asked running hand on Alec's hair, his eyes still closed.

"can't sleep" Alec's voice was so slow.

"hmmmm..." Magnus mumbled wrapping his arms around Alec.

After a few seconds Alec looked up and saw Magnus sleeping peacefully. Alec's eyes filled with tears and he wiped it using sleeves.

He laid his head on Magnus' chest again and stared at the study table, afraid to go back to sleep. But eventually sleep consumed him.

"wake up Alec….oh my god, how can you sleep like this" she shouted tapping Alec's shoulder.

"Izzy let me sleep, I didn't sleep last night" he mumbled covering himself with a bedsheet.

"you can sleep how much you want after iam gone. Please come and have breakfast with me. Magnus said he will drop me and Simon at airport"she said.

he quickly opened his eyes and slowly sat up rubbing his eyes, how did he forget today his sister and Simon leaving. he looked aside for his walking stick and couldn't find it.

Izzy and Simon were a blessing for him, he spent these three days peacefully while Magnus was busy at work.

And three days passed in the blink of an eye, now he is really going to miss them. and he also has to live alone in this house for a few days.

Magnus came home late these days, making Alec believe that he didn't care that much like he used to. Alec wants to blame this stupid walking stick for that. He was doing everything by himself now.

He tried to avoid this so much, did everything his best but Magnus' commanding voice let him use a walking stick. and he started to think Magnus was not paying attention as much as he did in previous days.

but deep down he knew he was the one who kept distance from Magnus.

"where is my stick" he asked looking at her.

Izzy looked around "ah here" she walked towards the corner and picked it and gave it to Alec.

"do you want me to help you" she asked.

"no iam fine" he said and slowly stood up.

They both entered the living room. "good morning" Simon said arranging plates on the table.

Alec greeted him back and looked at his boyfriend who removed his apron and came towards him.

Magnus placed a kiss on Alec cheek "good morning my rise and shine".