You and me -always find a way back to eachother

forgiveness

"forgive me"

"get up" he asked looking at Magnus who kneeled infront of him with pleading hands and crying loudly, asking for his forgiveness "Ma... Magnus I already told you so many times I forgave you, please stand up"

Magnus not moving from that position "I shouldn't have kissed you in the first place, I shouldn't disturbed your life, you are fine without me, i'm giving pain to you"

"wh-what are you talking about, M-Magnus please get up, you always said iam the one who beg and kneel infront you in this relationship, not other way. so please get up, don't change that" he asked looking at brown eyed man.

"my mistake started from the day I kissed you for the first time" Magnus mumbled.

Alec frowned listening that "wha what are you saying, I said STAND UP"

"come here" he asked, closing his eyes and calming himself, Magnus stood up and went near Alec.

Alec opened his arms for him but he stood there looking down, Alec looked hopeless and gestured him to sit and moved his hands to hold Magnus hand but he backed away.

"don't cry, I can't see you like this, you are shaking Magnus, please what are you thinking, tell me. I forgave you already so don't make it hard" he asked gently, taking Magnus' shivering hand into his.

"whatever he said...it it's true, I shouldn't have kissed you in the first place, this all started when I kissed you, you are feeling tied up with me because of that. otherwise you don't think about me" he sniffled again and again when he said it, every word made Alec's mind go blank.

"don't mess with your brain with stupid stuff, that is not true. I love you for who you are, nothing forced me to love you, it is my decision because you are all I dreamed of" he tried to assure Magnus so much, how can Magnus think like that, how this side came out, he always thought Magnus is strong one in this relationship but right now, infront of him, all can he see is broken man with lot of insecurities and self-doubts.

"you are saying that because now you feel like you love me" Magnus mumbled.

Alec smiled looking at that man "we have this connection even before also. Let's think you never kissed me even then also, there is always another way around, maybe I kiss you or I could have express my feelings about you"

Magnus looked up and his eyes met with hazel eyes "you only attracted to me because of that stupid kiss otherwise not".

Alec gasped looking at him and tried to hold hand but failed "you stupid boyfriend, don't say our first kiss is stupid. I have this connection with you and I don't know what was it in the past but I do know now, I am madly in love with you. Remember when we went to a resort on vacation, at the beach you met a girl and you both seemed pretty cool and I was super jealous and kept my eye on you. and I got distracted with otherthing but in the end I bumped into you and pushed you on water" he chuckled.

"Iam glad it happened like that otherwise If I stayed longer jealousy man I kiss you while everyone at beach watching us" he smiled thinking about that, how it could be if he kissed Magnus infront everyone and claiming him like he is mine.

"you are not me, you are angel and iam devil just like you always says. you don't do anything stupid like me or how I do" Magnus mumbled and tried to stood up but Alec pulled him to previous position.

"don't you dare to walk out. you should know me better, do you want me to show what I can do, well don't underestimate your boyfriend Magnus Bane. Let me show you what I can do"

He slowly placed his lips on Magnus and his hands went around nape, Magnus tried to pull back himself from that kiss but Alec held his other hand on cheek and moved his face near to ear "shhh please let me do you it for once, you always do" he kissed Magnus cheek then jawline and captured pink lips, he started move his lips but Magnus doesn't returned kiss "kiss me" he asked other one shook his head as no.