Rewriting it with you ✨ [MED SERIES # 5] COMPLETED

Prologue

The last few days of review for board exam was really a walk to hell. From sleepless nights to non-stop readings and consuming four to five cups of coffee a day. It was quite a ride. One thing you wish won't come back to.

After I took the board exam, all things were planned. We're going to wait for the result together. He promised to hold my hand as we wait. Two years of being in a relationship with him. I'm ready to start my life with him. It was promise. More like a promise of two families. I'm not even sure.

Hours before the result were released, I booked a flight to Cebu to meet him. He told me he's busy to come to Manila so I decided to just go to him. I couldn't wait alone. Mababaliw ako.  Wala akong makasama. Yung best friends ko kasama kasama nila yung mga boyfriend at girlfriend nila. And I just can't wait with my parents. Sobrang taas ng expectations nila. My cousin top the boards last year, so everyone is expecting me to do the same.

Nakarating ako ng Cebu 6 pm na. Diretso lang ako sa condo nya. I know his code, it was our anniversary. I chose it for him. Pagpasok ko pa lang napaurong na ako. Clothes were everywhere. May damit din ng babae. I'm not born yesterday, alam ko anong nangyayari sa ganito. I didn't finished med school to be just the naive girl she met two years ago. I learned a lot. Wala man sa syllabus namin yung cheating, hindi ako tanga para maniwalang naghubad lang sila.

Pumasok ako sa kwarto nya, sabay pa silang lumabas ng CR. Mga hayop. Why girls choose to hurt another girl. Are we not suppose to uplift each other. But, I didn't cry infront of him.

"Love....." He called. Agad nya akong nilapitan. Pero agad akong naglakad at kinaladkad yung babae palabas ng condo. Nakita kong may mga residents na kakalabas ng unit nila. Pero wala akong pakialam.

"Love, stop it. Nakakahiya." He murmured while I'm dragging his whore.

"Shut up. Hintayin mong matapos ako!" I shouted. He walked one step backwards.

"Malanding kang babae ka. Magkano binayad nya sayo. Tangina ka." Malakas na sabi ko habang sinasabunutan sya. Nilabas ko yung pera ko sa bag ko at binato sa kanya.

"Love.. tama na!" He shouted. Pero humarap ako at sinampal sya ng malakas. Hindi ko alam ilang beses. Sobrang pula ng mukha nya. Pero nagpipigil ako ng iyak. Yung pride ko yung tinapakan nya.

"Putangina mo. You cheated on me?! Tangina, ikaw yung namilit sa aking maging tayo kahit ayaw ko sayo. You're not even a fucking standard. I'm smarter and richer than you. Mas kami yung kailangan nyo." I screamed. Yung kaba ko sa results ng board dito ko na nilalabas. He looked at me crying. He kneeled infront of me. Kahit andito yung babae nya. At ang gaga noong napulot yung pera biglang tumakbo sa elevator. Hindi man lang nahiya na literal na t-shirt lang yung suot nya. Halata lahat.

"Love... I'm sorry. I'm just drunk. Wala lang yun. Please, don't leave me." He said pleading. Pero wala ako maramdaman kundi galit. Why did I committed myself to someone who's not even what I wanted for myself. Pero wala, para tumigil sila lolo pinatulan ko sya. And I thought hindi nya ako lolokohin ng ganito.

"Fuck you! Don't ever show your face infront of me. Basura ka. Thank God, wala akong binigay sayo kahit pinipilit mo ako. Tangina, ako pa yung lolokohin mo. At least look yourself in the mirror, your not even close to a minimum standard." I said angrily then walked away.

Dumiretso lang ako sa bar. I ordered one bottle of cuervo. I know well how to drink, med school will teach you. Halos yun na lang inaabangan namin after hellweek. Ilang minuto na lang lalabas na yung resulta ko. I know I'll pass, I literally did everything para hindi ako kabahan. Yung sa top ang kinakabahan ako. I don't want to disappoint my parents, thou I'm more disappointed na pinilit nila akong i-date yung kumag na yun. Ang tagal kong  humindi, he's not even my ideal type.