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" But O-Oppa.."
" What is it Areum?? Don't you feel anything for me anymore? Was that all just an act for you?? Do I mean nothing to you?" He asked me softly.. I slowly pulled myself away from him..
" I can't do this Oppa.. I just can't.." I turned over.. I couldn't see him hurting that also for me.. That also when he just confessed to me..
" What's the problem, Areum? You have feelings for me, so am I.. I couldn't confess it earlier, and it was my fault.. I understand that.. If I did it before, nothing like this would happen today. I would proudly introduce to the world who you are.." He came to me, and turned me over to face him.. He held my face again..
" You're my world, Areum.." His brows knitted.. Those eyes were roaming all over my face just to find a slightest sign of me accepting him..
" Oppa I can't, I'm sorry.." I removed his hands from my face again, but he made me face him again.. His grips felt slightly stronger.. Fingertips burnt my skin, leaving their prints on my skin.. " Either you'll tell me the reason, or you'll be mine.. You've no other options today.." He was freaking serious right now..
How could I say to this beautiful person that I was still fucking in love with the one who destroyed my everything once again? How could I break his heart saying that after freaking years I was still fucking in love with Taehyung.. It would destroy him.. I couldn't do that..
I guessed it right that he had feelings for me, I'm a girl for real.. I can read people's minds, finding out someone has feelings for me is a kid's play to me.. I was staying with him.. How could I not notice this, that Oppa was falling for me..
" I can't tell you the reason.. Forgive me but I can't.." I cried.. He looked at me for a while, and wrapped his arms around me, making me feel safe in his embrace, when his heart was beating like hell, which I broke into pieces moments ago, was making me comfortable..
" Is it because of Jonathan?? " He whispered
I gasped.. I shot looked at him.. He smiled softly, while his eyes were glossing with tears.. He looked at me for a while, then wiped my tears away.. " It's for Jonathan right?? You can't even trust anyone again? Can't fall for someone again? Can't dream about with someone again?? Hmm??" I didn't say anything.. Jonathan was also a reason for me not being in any kind of relationship till then..
I started crying silently in his arms, and he let me.. When I was done he let me sit on the bed, and held my hand.. " Look.. I'm not saying you to be mine completely.. I understand your situation.. Which is the reason I gave you space whenever you wanted.. I was there for you, when you were having nightmares.. You found me every time when you woke in the middle of the night and were screaming out of fear.. I was the one who comforted you.."
He removed some hair from my face.. " Let's just give it a try okay? We'll be like we used to be.. We'll joke around, we'll laugh. We'll do everything we used to do. But this time.." I looked at him..