REGRET K.TH FF (Book 2) ✔️[EDITING]

(32) Limit 🌀🌀

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Jimin's P.O.V

It's been a month since I came here, and I can't wait to go back to Italy to meet my sister already.. I'm fucking missing her a lot lately.. I don't know how would I will stay here for the upcoming years.. What would happen if she came with me here? I would keep her safe here with me.. Jungkook would come either if he wanted.. Why did she have to stay back.. Just why?

On top of that Seokjin is monitoring me 24/7.. If he sees me doing something he doesn't like, he won't think twice before bursting my head off.. I'm really tired.. Seriously I'm tired of being everyone's puppet.. I don't even know my life's meaning anymore.. I would be better dead than living like this.. But in my life there's only one person for whom I'm still surviving.. Because without me Suzy doesn't have anyone.. And without her, I don't have anyone in my life..

" Jimin.. Did you check the mail I sent you?" I was looking at the laptop, spacing out, where I've loads of work on my shoulder.. I looked up to see the owner of the voice... My lips parted a little when I saw her.. She was saying something that I didn't even listen to.. I was looking at her, admiring each and every inch of her face.. Her eyes, her nose, her forehead, her cheeks, her lips that distract me every fucking time she says something..

If anyone warmed my heart in my whole life, it would be Maya.. If I ever felt something for anyone.. It would be Maya.. Because of her I could be the devil, when I could be the angel.. And after knowing what happened in the past years.. My feelings for her grew even more stronger.. She's a tough girl who sacrificed her love just to make him happy..

And by what I'm seeing.. Maya is bleeding from the inside for her decision.. But she won't reveal it.. She would be strong in front of everyone, but I know her better.. Her dark circles that are becoming darker each day is enough for me to realize how much she's suffering from this.. No matter how much she hides it with her thick makeup.. I can see her actual self, when everyone can be delusional seeing her beautiful smile..

She didn't suffer any less than me.. I know at least how it feels to lose something that you were about to catch, about to hold for a lifetime.. But still at least I can say this right now..

That I've got another reason to survive.. I smiled a little, when she suddenly stopped talking.. Knitting her brows she waved her hands over my eyes..

" Jimin.." I smiled widely just by seeing her like this..

" JIMIN!!!!" Suddenly I heard her raising her voice.. I blinked sometimes and looked at her.. " Huh?"

" Where were you? I was calling by your name for so many times.. What are you even thinking?"

" I- Well I actually was.."

" If you really missing Suzy this much you should talk to Mr. Kim.. He might understand, and let you go for a few days.." She cut me, and said in concern.. I looked at her knitting my brows.. I've never told her in between that I'm thinking about Suzy..

" I know how it feels, okay? You found her after so long.. and you didn't get the chance to spend a good time with her.. I know when this heart aches more than it feels.." She smiled sweetly patting my shoulder.. I stood up from my seat..

" It's not like that.. I was thinking about the old days.. How we used to have a great time together.. Not like I'm missing her way too much.." I said, standing beside her..