Once Bitten

Part Thirteen

I spent the next hour burying dad and took time to say a few words. I can't believe I'm here all alone now. I have no one to talk to, it'll be a miracle if I don't lose my mind. I went back in the house and sat down on the couch my mind went completely blank. What am I going to do now..? I still can't believe he chose to leave me here to fend for myself. He was the only one keeping me sane. Anger started to build up inside of me and I started to breathe heavily. I went to the room and snatched the guns up from the top of the dresser, put on my boots not bothering to change out of my pajamas. I rushed outside towards the stables, I had so much steam built up. I quickly put the saddle and reins on Buckie then fastened in the guns. I got on him and made him run full tilt, he was going so fast he didn't have time to stop at the gate, he jumped right over it. He kept running. I got into town and stopped not too far from the horde of walkers. I got off Buckie and pulled out my pistol. I walked forwards a little and aimed towards them and started to shoot. I cried as each shot was fired. "You ruined my life!" I screamed and continued shooting, watching as they fell. The gun was out of bullets and I tried to reload it but my hands were to shaky from all the adrenaline built up. The bullets dropped all over the ground. I dropped to my knees and put my hands flat against the ground and looked up at the horde, "Kill me!!" I threw my gun. My heart was racing and my vision became blurry, I tried to scream again but I couldn't hear my voice. My body collapsed, I could see the walkers come closer but then I fainted.