No one will ever know,
How I feel about so much, and how I felt.
The way I would smile with happiness with them,
How that became a smile to hide.
The way I would laugh at it all with them,
How that became a laugh of denial.
The way i had tears how excitement with them,
But again that became tears that fell to my cheek with no one to catch.
Only the tears to blur the sight but bring it clear once more,
Because that's what they would do.
Once again how when they left I became sad.
YOU ARE READING
when my lighter drops
Poetryhow i feel, how i felt, the way i write. small things i talk about in my mind
