when my lighter drops

before

A small gap can be hard to jump through.

Each time you fail it becomes larger.

It then becomes too easy where you would have to win.

If you know it's going to get bigger would you even try hard?

Or would you wait for it to get easier so you don't have to try at allt.

You wouldn't train if you knew it became easier.

If you didn't know you would try your hardest to feel the passion for what you are attempting in the moment, that you spent time on.

The disappointment of failure could create such a battle for you but you tried hard and did the best possible.

Because if you got the easy way out would anyone really ever try again? Or would we wait for it all to pass and give us the way out?

Would you try to give up on someone or fight to keep them in your life?

Would you let them parish, disappear, leave?

You wouldn't want them to talk the easy way.

So why should you?

It's not only one person, it can affect all the hard work and the training you need from the people behind you.

It's not possible to be the best on your own. It's not all about you.

Others are in the way if you don't try. Other people, not just you. So try. Don't leave them. Try. don't take the easier way out. Train. Try. work. Don't give up.

The gap only becomes bigger if you let it.