when my lighter drops

them

i want you to wrap me in a hug and not let go,
to tell me you love all of me.

to get the butterflies from when you look at me and smile. That is the one thing that stays and never fails to lighten my day.

for you to always be close to me,
the little things you would whisper in my ear.

my lips pressed against yours, the tender touch meaning so much.

we could lay for hours in the sun, never getting sick of the presence of each other.

imagine if that could all happen. to see my best friend to feel them. imagine?

to not be yours is something i could not live without. my head would spin round like it's stuck in an illusion.

your love is something i can crave like a drug.

but when those drugs become too addicting, you become let down and failed, unable to be without.

to be let down and back to being a stranger.
from a "hello my love" to nothing but a dotted.... silence.

we could have done so much but when the sun is lost in the abyss.
the stars have lost their spark.
the phone keeps ringing,
the addiction is violent,
and when you finally leave

my sun stops trying and the darkness takes over. just imagine. just imagine