when my lighter drops

far way

Don't do this again. I'm no good for her. She deserves more.

"Please don't... Please, walk away" I begged her while trying to walk away.

She returns a glare and yells back "Why? You don't get to leave me!"

it's happening just push them back.

"Now you're quiet?" I stay silent "No, I don't need anyone else. I need you"

"You have opportunities. Use them now. Find a person who is normal. Meet them in a caffe. Meet them in the park. I can't give you all you want. I can only give you danger. I won't let you.. I'm not letting you get hurt." I try to convince her again. "I care too much about you. So please, let me walk away. We can do this and not get hurt." I can feel the lump in my throat as I try to spit out my sentence.

"No." the tears are now streaming down her face. I reach out to wipe the hot salty sobs from her cheeks, keeping a hold of her face.

"You do not get to decide what I deserve or need. I need.. I need you!" She backs off again, I can see the frustration and anger building up inside her.

"Why can you let me go, Amira?" I question.

"Because...i-i" she mutters "because I love you! Is that what you wanted, for me to confess the emotions that is killing me softly on the inside. Eating me alive! I've wanted to say it but i couldn't so yes i love you so much i don't want or need anyone more. You are mine, I don't want a 'normal' love.." I softly stare at her. The way she is looking at me makes me want to just grab her face and kiss her so hard. Tell her how I feel.

So I do just that. I grab her rose coloured cheeks and press my lips against her. I move so passionately as she follows me. I slowly pull away, staring down at her, our eyes connecting. Her light green eyes looked so deep in the darkness of the night.

"I love you so much I don't know how to describe it." I say while smiling as she gives me the same grin back. This time she grabs my face and kisses me. Mostly our teeth clashing as we still smile.

"Don't ever, and I mean ever do this again. You mean too much to me. I'm not sure if it's healthy, the amount I care for you." I chuckle at her words

"I love you"