when my lighter drops

known

I want to live my life without a care in the world.

To do what I really want, not lead myself away.

I want to fly and never come down.

Live my life and have people around.

I don't want to be told i'm a liar

To be able to walk away every single day

Yet I never change and end in the same place.

We never learn, do we?

Tell me why I would purposely hate myself, if you understand so well.

Everything on my chest

Cut me like a rose, throw me like a stone, place me away like a card.

Not a sack of flesh seeing the world,

Just another piece of dust to be sucked into the nothingness

I was only trying to feel the way i'm supposed to

Only to fall in love.

Buried under guilt, buried under heat.

Cut like a rose let my petal de colour, i'm just a ghost trying to be set free.