when my lighter drops

ha

It ends the same each time.

I say I hate you, you fight back.

I leave. I come back.

So why do I continue this cyclical story?

After I come back all I get is guilt, anger and manipulation.

What happened to sorting it out? loving each other?

You make me feel vulnerable, I call you an ass.

You turn to your friends to smirk, they all laugh.

So why do I stay inside a block that doesn't protect me? Instead it is slowly moving in crushing each thing about me that I like, until there is nothing left.

And I think I'm near my end. How do you escape this labyrinth? Or am I just lost with you?