Although I want him to be great in his life
I also want him to know I felt
I want him to feel the sorrow, tears, lone and heartbreak
I want him to feel the way his world drops
I want him to feel disappointment.
And for me I want him to feel guilt.
I want him to hear the snap of his heart.
I want him to feel the way I did when he ignored me,
The way I hid the marks inside and out.
And how I had to act though it was never a thing
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when my lighter drops
Poetryhow i feel, how i felt, the way i write. small things i talk about in my mind