it's like getting cut into.
being awake during a terrifying tragic surgery.
one move can be the end of it all.
I don't want to move or say one thing.
it might let my secrets out,
and secrecy is the best way for me to say alive,
to get through the painfully still surgery.
YOU ARE READING
when my lighter drops
شِعرhow i feel, how i felt, the way i write. small things i talk about in my mind
